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Damaged Beginning (Part 2)

• 1971 •

I watched as my dad threw out another girl, before sitting down and watching TV.

"Open up this fuckin door!!", I hear my mother scream from outside; I sighed another argument.

"You are not getting her so get the fuck off my property", My father says calmly.

"Please give me here, she's all I have", She begged; my eyes began to water, I want to see her.

"Dry that shit up", He says to me.

"Let me see my baby!", She screams.

"No you fiend, all you gone do is sell her to them niggaz for money!"

She cried. "I would never do that to my baby."

They argued more and more and after a few hours she was gone, I wanted to see my mother so bad; I heard a knock on the door. My father got up before looking through the peephole and opening the door.

"Hey baby", A white women says as she rubbed all on my daddy.

He rubbed all on her booty and closed the front door before leading her to the back; I heard him close his bedroom door, turn up loud music and a lot of bumping against the wall.

This was a regular thing with many women but non of them were ever my mommy.

• Back To 1988 •

He looked at me before frowning, "What the hell are you doing", He questioned. 

Fuck..

I smiled, "Honey you're home early."

"Yeah", He says with a slight frown.

He continued, "What have you been doing?"

"Just cleaning and reading", I say as I rubbed the back of my neck.

He slowly approached me and untied my robe before gently pecking my lips and rubbing my naked body.

I kissed him back and felt him slowly sucking my neck; he leaned his head up and frowned before sniffing the air.

"Is that you?", He asked.

I closed my robe and frowned, "Is what me?"

He took off his jacket. "That funk smell", He says as he approached the coat closet; as soon as he opened it Sean darted out and ran to the back door, he quickly ran out and was gone.

"Fuck", I whisper to myself.

Michael sighed, "How long?", He questioned.

I sat down with my face in my hands. "How long what?", I say playing dumb.

"How long have you been fuckin around?"

My eyes slowly watered, "Michael I-."

"How long!", He yells cutting me off.

A pregnant silence filled the room, "Now you deaf?"

"7 months", I say still not looking at him.

He approached me and I quickly backed away. "Please don't", I say as I wiped my nose.

He quickly grabbed my foot and pulled me off the couch roughly before hitting me with his opened hand that turned into a closed fist.

"Michael!! Michael!!", I screamed but he continued hitting me.

"The baby Michael!", I shouted as I felt blood in my mouth.

"I want all yo shit out by the time I get back or imma fuck you up."

"Michael", I say as I cried but he ignored my whims and left.

• 2 Weekz Later •

For a couple of days I had to stay with my sister Jada until I found an apartment.

My sister sat on my couch besides me as we caught our breath, "Damn this couch is heavy."

I got back up, started bringing more things in the house and arranging them.

"Jade sit down and take a break."

"I'm fime", I say as I continued moving things.

"Jade take a fuckin break."

Again I ignored her; I have to keep moving so I won't think of how much of a fuck up I am.

"Do you even try?", "What's wrong with you?", "Take a break!", I constantly think to myself.

My tears filled my eyes as I leaned over my kitchen counter.

"Michael was rude, disrespectful, mean, abusive and fuckin annoying", Jada says as she entered the kitchen while smoking her cigarette.

"Put that out Jada, I'm pregnant", I say as I caught my breath.

She put it out and walked to me , "Just calm down, go to work, and relax."

"But i-."

"It ain't no buts; work, calm down and relax. OKAY?", She says as she looked in my eyes.

"Okay", I say before sitting down.

She smiled, "I'm taking you somewhere next week."

"I don't wanna go no where JJ", I say irritatly.

"You don't even know where it is", She says with a frown.

"Fine", I say before getting up.

She smiled, "coo."

We finished cleaning, putting everything in it's place and decorating my apartment; boy boy boy I'm gonna sleep good tonight.

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