Sex Drugs & Romance

Confusion

He pulled away from the surprise kiss we just had breathing hard "I love you Julie." He said looking into my eyes. "Julie that night I.... hurt you.. I wasn't trying to. I was drunk and high from all the stuff I took at the party but I swear I never meant to hurt you. You have no idea how long I've waited to kiss you like i just did." he said staring at our hands. "Aaron I can't." I said letting go of his hands and walking away from him. "Danny and I... Well.. we just broke up and I'm not ready to move on yet. Plus what would people think of me.. the slut who was raped is now dating the guy who raped her. Yeah everyone would love that story." I said trying to make sense out of what just happened.

"I can't. We can't." I said. "But we can." Aaron said back with hope in his voice.

"Look it doesn't have to happen right this second but I would love to be your boyfriend Julie. I just know I want to be with you and only you." He said with a slight smile. "I'll do whatever you want I want you to trust me Julie please."

"This is so wrong in so many ways!" I say grabbing my temples trying to make sense of what just happened. "Just give me time" I said as walked away from him & into my house. I went straight into my room closing the door behind me. I got into bed & tried to sleep the insanity of the day off.

All night I'm tossing & turning my brain won't stop replaying all the craziness. I just want it to stop.

*A few weeks later..*

*knock* *knock* *knock*

"Come in" I shouted from my closet.

"Hey beautiful! How is my love today?" Aaron said as he wrapped his arms around my waist. "I am good how are you sweetie?" I asked kissing him gently. "I brought us party favors babe." He said throwing out a bag filled with little baggies of any drug he could find. "Whoa babe is it even okay for you to mix all of these together?" I asked looking through the little bags. "Yeah it's totally safe I promise."

I picked up a bag that had 3 molly capsules in it. I popped all three into my mouth and chased it with a beer. "Hey babe do you have any coke?" i shouted as i saw Katelynn and Daniel walk through my bedroom door. "Oh yeah its just over.. Oh hey" Aaron said stopping in his tracks when he sees them.

"Sorry we were just.." Danny said before Katelynn interrupted him with "What in the hell is wrong with you? You're doing drugs drinking way too much and dating the guy that raped you?! You are absolutely pathetic you are a sorry excuse for a human being! Look at you you're not my best friend... you may have been but after he got to you you completely changed into this completely different person. You're disgusting and I want nothing to do with you!" She said before turning around to walk away. "And who are you to judge me?" i said making her stop in her tracks to turn around to look at me. "You weren't there when Danny broke me you were too busy running behind Scott to see that I needed you. Aaron was here, he made me feel better, he held me while i cried and he fucked me without thinking I'm a slut!" I shouted back at her.

"Are you serious right now Julie?" Danny said shaking his head.

"This guy! First off I didn't break your heart you broke it off with me because you thought i enjoyed kissing the last person id ever think about dating and wouldn't give me a chance to fix it. Second look at you. You're a mess. You're skipping school, popping pills, snorting coke, smoking pot hes going to kill that beautiful spirit you have if you don't let him go Julie." he said with concern in his voice.

"And then what I'm suppose to get back with you? This doesn't change the fact that you kissed Stephanie in front of my house. I'm not coming back to you that easy. I'm having fun! Aaron even set me up for a job interview tomorrow so i can stop going to school and just work full time." I said. "You know what.. I give up this is clearly what you want and I'm not going to break my neck over it so have a good life Julie." Katelynn said as she walked out of my room and towards my front door with Danny following her.

"I don't need them anyway I've got you and you're all i need." I said looking up to Aaron before kissing him.

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Its 11 am

I put on a nice white button down shirt buttoned almost to the top with a slightly tight almost knee length skirt and some black open toe strapped heels. "How do i look?" I said turning to Aaron. "You. Look. Hot. Babe I'm sorry but i can't let you leave looking so damn good." He said with a slight laugh as he pulled me on top of him. "I'm going to be late for my interview if you don't let me go" I said playfully. "Okay go but I want you back in this same spot when you get back home dressed just like that." He said smiling seductively.

I pulled myself off of him and kissed him before leaving for my interview.

I drive up to this building that kind of looks like a mixture of a old hotel and a business building that immediately gives me bad vibes but I continue for my interview.

I walk in to see this attractive well dress young woman maybe a few years older than me at the reception desk and i ask her for directions to my interview.

"5th floor suite 77. Mr.Big will be ready for you when you get there. Just a bit of advice.. unbutton the top three he likes to see what you've got if you know what i mean" she said with a wink.

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I walk up to suite 77 and knock.

"Its open" I heard from the other end of the door. As I walk in see groups of people kissing & almost stripping each other. Then I am led into what seems to be a bedroom and they close the door behind me.

"You are mine now."