The journal of Dipper Pines

The best friends ever.

Hey Guys! So first of all before i go on a happiness rant i'd just like to say I'm sorry for not updating many things in forever. Life has just been kinda hectic ya know? My parents yell at me constantly and they also put me under a lot of stress...THANKFULLY They let me stay home when me and my mom went to visit my grandparents for their 50th Congrats guys! So yeah i'm not dead anymore and i'm back home (NH) . But anyways I just wanted to brag about my friends irl for a couple minutes. So, i go to church like, every sunday and so do my friends (that's how we met. Duh) and we hang out all the time and stuff and usually its me, Josh, and Alyvia and we are the popular kids at church. I had a sleep-over with alyvia and she is like, #friendshipgoals seriously tho. She's awesome! so it was getting late and we were chatting and i just started talking about everything that's been going on in life and about my depression, social anxiety and other personal things. it was getting late and i started ranting to her about evrerything and she hugged me and told me it was ok to cry ( I have a reputation of being a tough cookie and never crying around people so this unusual for me) just as i started to let me it all out...SHE FREAKING LICKED MY FRICKITY FRACKING ARM!!! I obviously jumped back and fell off the bed. She laughed, helped me up, and I kept ranting. Them next morning she explained: "well, I could feel you just kinda break in my arms and I didn't want you to be sad all night do I licked you" yeah she's the best. BUT ANYWAY that Sunday at church we were hanging out and it was a thanksgiving meal after church so we all sat at a table together and we were falling and I whispered to alyvia that we should probably tell josh everything I told her. She agreed so we dragged him into the nursery and she explained everything as I sat in a rocking chair contemplating life. He didn't really believe her but he still walked up to me and went "pat pat" and lightly patted my shoulder. Then a but later we were sitting down and chatting then alyvia goes to grab a drink and he scoots closer to me and asks: "wait, was she actually telling the truth? Like, about depression and stuff." And I replied "yeah, it's all true bro." And the next thing he does is he picks me up and hugs me super tight. It really helped especially that day. Then a bit later we were talking and I brought up how my jerky x-friend Stephanie never keeps any of my secrets (I was really dumb) and he told me she had walked up to him earlier and started just talking about a secrets and stuff but before she got too far he said he stopped her and actually ended up running away from her. And I fully trust him on that. Anyway guys, sorry for not updating on forever and I will be more active  now. If y'all want to know more about my freaking awesome friends you can just PM me! (The picture above was me and alyvia cosplaying on musical.lY) HAVE AN AWESOME FREAKING NIGHT!!