Today, I sit and look out
the same window as yesterday.
Four hours, thinking,
gazing out upon the street –
cars parked in a row. They simmer,
scintillating in the summer sun before
the razor edge of a grey cloud
slices it out of view,
and all goes dim.
A shadow finds its way,
on this eerily quiet afternoon; the birds
do not sing in the trees, the leaves
don't flutter for any weak
breeze now; the air is tight
and humid, like a sealed up room,
so much that my open window makes
no difference; where I sit, transfixed
with what I witness;
houses around ours
that aren't crumbling inside.
Serenity. My nose pricks at
the sweet ozone scent of
distant lightning that approaches
on the breeze that runs its fingers through
my hair; matted by sweat to my forehead;
and the pounding in my chest is far too loud.
My blood jackhammers in my ears.
I'm waiting for a break in this
weather, for a storm to blow up from
the west, with clouds like anvils, to
push and threaten to burst
the film of artificial calm this hazy
day has lulled us into; like a baby
the moment before it wakes
with a terrible screech. The night will be
a series of raised voices and flung ashtrays,
streetlights on by five in the evening,
and tornadoes will track the state to damage,
somehow, everywhere but where we are.
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Landscapes of the Mind - Poems
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