Your forever is all that i need {kellic}

chapter one

*kellin's POV*

"S.P.I.R.I.T SPIRIT LETS HEA-"
I quickly turn of my alarm and turn around once more. Today is the first day of school after summer.
Another terrible year. At least im a senior now so its only one more year till I graduate and get to leave this hell hole.
I get out of bed and put on some black skinny jeans with a dark grey hoodie. I walk to the bathroom as quiet as i can, careful not to wake my dad. I try to fix my raven black hair, but after a couple of minutes i give up and put on a black beanie.
My hair kinda hides the purple spots on my face from last night, my father came home drunk again and beat me up. It wasnt as bad as he usually did tho, but I still have to deal with some bruises today.
I just hope no one will notice. After I put some foundation over it to cover it up.
On my way to the door I get to the kitchen to grab an apple. You sure you need that fattass? The voice is right im too fat, I can't eat. I take a bottle of water instead.
I continue my way to the door and walk to school.

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Once at school I make my way to my locker trough the large group of people. I grab the stuff I need and rush to the classroom for my first period.
I take a seat in the back of the room and get my books. Biology, which only means that the stupid jocks are gonna make lame sexual jokes the whole time.
I sign while starting to read the first paragraph. Im a straight A student, simply cuz I have nothing better to do after school since I dont have any friends. Im kinda known as the mute emo kid. It doesnt really help that im kinda feminine.
I just hope to get a good job later so I can get away from this place. I really hate it here.
After a while the teacher comes in and gives us our homework for the next lesson. I was just about to start when a hispanic boy rushes into the classroom. His long chocolate brown hair slightly messy, probably because he had been running. His dark brown eyes met mine for less than a second, I quickly put my head down again.
"Guys, this is victor. He is new on this school and will be in our class for this year." She says in an cheery voice. "Victor go sit down next to jake." After one last smile she continues her lesson.
While the kid starts to walk nervously towards an empty chair the jocks call for him. He hesitated before walking over to them and sit down next to jake. I put in my earphones and wait for lunch break.

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*vic's POV*

After running into the wrong class four times I finally reach the right one. I open the door and step in, my hair was still kinda messy from running around the buildings. A sweet smell fills my nostrils as soon as I enter the classroom, I quickly scan the people in the classroom while the teacher introduces me, she keeps calling me victor its so anoying.
My eyes land on a black haired boy in the back, our eyes meet for less than a second before he quickly looks away. Mate, my wolf getting excited at the thought of finally finding my mate. The teacher tells me to sit down next to someone and I slowly start to walk towards the black haired boy in the back until a loud voice calls me. Its jake the guy who was there when my dad made me try out for football. I walk over to him sit down, my wolf getting angry for being so far away from the black haired boy. I dont know how football is supposed to make me more manly. Ever since I told my family I am gay my dad has been making me do sports. Its stupid but I just learned to deal with it. Besides guys love the muscles.
Speaking of guys, I look at the boy in the back. We've had this class for two hours and I haven't seen him look up or interact with anyone.
As if he could read my mind jake answers.
"Thats the mute guy he doesn't talk, stupid fag." He says with a look of disgust on his face. "He a fucking disgusting emo, you better not talk to him. If he would even say something back" jake and the other guys, I asume his friends, burst into laughter.
We'll see I think looking at the boy again. For a split second his bright blue eyes meet mine before he gets his stuff and quickly walks out of the classroom.
A smal smile on my face, he is gay that'll make this easier.

*time skip*

I escaped the jocks before lunch break, so now I'm walking outside on the field behind the school. Its pretty peaceful out here, unlike the cafetaria.
I spot someone sitting under a large tree. I squint my eyes trying to see who it is. A small smile makes its way to my lips as I see the black haired boy from before.
I walk over to the tree and sit a few inches away from him.

*kellin's POV*

Finally it's lunch break and I quickly make my way to the big tree in the field behind the school. I always sit here so the jocks won't find me.
I get my book out of my bag and start to read, ignoring the noises my stomach is making.
After a while I feel someone sitting next me.
I look next to me directly into a pair of coffee brown eyes.
"Hey, I'm vic" says the boy who the gorgeous eyes belong to. Wait... what.
He's still looking at me, waiting for an answer.
"Uh.. h-hi m-my name's k-kellin." I mumble. Why is he talking to me?
"What are you reading, kellin?" He asks, with a small smile on his face.
Isn't he friends with the jocks? I heard them laughing at biology. Ugh.. it's probably a stupid joke.
"L-look if this is j-ust a s-stupid prank, t-then just g-get out of h-here. I-i know you're f-friends with the jocks." I pick up my stuff to leave. "P-please just l-leave me alone"
With that I run off.

I dont know where im going but all of a sudden I bump into someone.
I fall back and look up to whoever I ran into.
Fuck. Its jake and his friends, and they look fucking pissed.
One of the guys pulls me up on my sweater and trows me against the school wall.
Jake comes towards me, I try to back away but im already against the wall. I can't run away, they'll catch up with me in no time.
Before I can think of any other ways out I get hit in my face, a burning pain shoots trough my nose and I can already feel the blood come out.
After that they just kick me until I'm on the ground clutching my stomach with silent tears running down my cheeks.

I slowly get up after they left, leaning against the wall for balance.
I grab my bag from the ground and limp to the bathroom into the last stall. No one ever uses it so I claimed it, I had spend a lot of time here.

*TRIGGER WARNING*

I locked the door and opend my bag. I take out my blade and roll up my sleeve. I take a deep breath and push the shiny metal thing against my wrist, slowly I drag it across my skin feeling the same burning sensation as always.
One cut, two cuts, three cuts... after a while is lost count as my blood drips off my wrist .

*END OF TRIGGER*