Forever

Chapter 11;

I looked at him, waiting impatiently for him to go on. His lips moved slowly, forming each word carefully, like the carefully knitted scarf. With its perfect loops and ties. Each word felt like it came out slower and slower, one after the other. My heart stopped and dropped when he finished. I was speechless. I tried opening my mouth to say something, but nothing came out.

"Passion?" He said, but i heard faintly. "Passion" He said one more time. "Passion!" He exclaimed, shaking me. This time I heard him more clearly. "Yeah" I spoke out emotionless.

"Look I'm sorry we didn't tell you sooner, but he didn't want you to know." He looked me in the eyes. "I didn't want you to know, it would crush you." 

I starred ahead of him. Emotionless. Dead. With that I got up and exited the place running down to the beach. I stopped and took my shoes off, feeling the sand rub in between my toes. I sat down in a random spot near the water as I felt like crying, but no tears came out. Not a single one. I starred at the sky ahead the ocean shore before the dock called my attention, thats when I couldn't handle it, tears came running down and there was nothing I could do to stop them. Images went through my head but nothing helped. 

"PASSION!" I heard Greyson call from far away, then another voice called my name, "PASSION!"

It was will. I heard footsteps just a few seconds later and found will sitting down next to me. "Why are you here?" I asked emotionless. "Greyson told me you weren't ok" He looked at me and saw my river of tears. "Whats wrong?" He brushed my hair back. I wiped a few away before saying. "He didn't tell you?" 

Confused he looked ahead and then turned around at Greyson. Finally he looked at me again and spoke softly, "What happened, what did he tell you?" He caressed my face. "How could you" I starred at the dock, where this incident took place. He took note at what I was starring at and looked at it, I felt the chills run down his arm as he knew what i was talking about as soon as he looked at the dock. "Passion I'm sorry." He looked back at me immediately. "How could you" I said one last time, in a whispered tone. I squeezed my eyes shut and let my body collapse onto his. He wrapped his arms around me and rocked me back and forth. "Im sorry" He whispered in my ear. "Im so so sorry" 

What did he do? Something that hurt my heart deeply.

. . .

Killing himself.