Forever

Chapter 17;

Passion's Vlog: The Present.

"So, thats when I kind started to get an idea that maybe he liked Jai a little more than a friend, and back then that really devastated me. So I called myself an Uber and went back to the hotel. The Uber didn't drop me off at the front of the Hotel but at the back where the valid parking is and where all the Bell boy's are carrying luggage onto the bell carts. There were some elevators there so I wasn't really bothered at the fact that he dropped me off at the back of the hotel. When I walked in there was this Bell boy and he was just doing his job."

Back In L.A. : A few weeks before.

"Hey! What can I help you with?" He asked with a kind smile. "Oh! Nothing, I um just-" My mind was on other things, the whole Will might be liking Jai thing. "I-uh, Im! Actually I'm already settled here, my Uber dropped me off here." I forced a smile. He tilted his head slightly. "I know I'm just a bell boy, and its not my job, but whats on your mind?" He leaned on the desk he was behind. "Its okay! I uhm, just stuff. You know." I looked at me feet. "Hm." He let out. "Not trying to sound obnoxious, but I bet it's about a boy." He said in a whisper tone. I looked up at him and chuckled a bit. "Well if you ever need a talk my name's Ben." He smiled. Just call up front desk and ask for Bell boy Ben." He chuckled. "Alright." I forced another smile. 

I headed to the elevators and headed up to the lobby then had to switch to another elevator to get to the rest of the floors. When arriving to my hotel I sat in my bed in silence. I didn't bother to put on any music nor turn on the Tv. I was pretty devastated. I hadn't realized but I was crying, all I could think about was Will and Jai. I needed to get my mind off of things, it filled my head like poison and teased me. Mocking me . I got up and went over to the phone. I was going to call someone, to distract me, but thats when I set the phone down. I went to the bathroom and washed my face and changed into some more comfortable clothes. I went back to the bed, letting my feet drag along before I crashed and went to the bed. Letting slumber take over me.

I woke up to Will tapping away on his phone, I hadn't even realized when he came back last night. "Hey" I said quietly. "Oh hey." He responded quickly, putting his phone up to his ear. "Yeah, yeah okay I'll be right over." He hung up then tapped away and put it back on his ear, "Yeah I got to do something though, what time again?" He paused for a second. "Three? Alright. Bye." He hung up and rushed to the shower. I followed him in there and washed my face followed by brushing my teeth and using the restroom. "Are you still in here?" He asked. "Nope!" I replied walking out, making sure to close the door behind me. The thought of everything about Will and Jai circled through my head. "Where you going?" I asked sitting on the edge of the messy bed as Will scurried around through his suitcase for clothes. "The hospital." 

"Why?"

"Because." He shot me a glare. "Jai is there and I need to make sure she's okay." He threw on some clothes and grabbed his hat followed by his wallet. He dashed out the door. "Bet you wouldn't react like this if it were me in the hospital." I muttered walking towards the bathroom. "Come one Pass. Stop being Jealous." He chuckled, but then got serous. "She nearly died, dont you think thats selfish of you?" Then he closed the door. I rolled my eyes and got in the shower, taking my time.

Passion's Vlog: The Present.

"So yeah I know it was a little selfish at the time, but he seemed to ignore me after the hospital visit he seemed really happy and barely talked to me, I wasn't bothered at first because I was also having fun with my fans and I'm not that controlling, but then something happened. later, when all of us were at dinner. Will didn't talk to me but then his phone rung and he got up and rushed out the door and when I say rushed I mean I've never seen him run faster. Then Zach came up to me and told me something that I was expecting, but even though I was, it broke me either way."

Back In L.A. : A few weeks before.

"Hey, so um." He played with his hands nervously, taking a seat next to me. "Im not supposed to tell you, but you're a really sweet girl and you deserve to know." He looked me in the eyes. I blinked once, shifting around in my seat a bit, nervous for what was to come, but something in me, in my head already knew. "Will told me that he's not sure that he liked you anymore" He paused, "So I asked why and then he told me that it was because he thinks he also really really likes Jai." He pressed his lips together. I took my eyes off him and shifted my eyes to the side. "oh." Is all I said. "Im sorry, and I can tell he really does like her, If I were you I would break up with him." 

I looked back at him, my eyes all watery. "You deserve someone who has you as the only girl on their mind." He nudged my elbow, trying to make me feel better. I shot him a smile and wiped my eyes. "Thanks Zach, for telling me." I stood up. "Im going back to my hotel and just needing my time." I pushed in my chair. "But the food hasn't even arrived." He looked up at me pointing at the table. I chuckled a bit. "I'll just get something from the hotel, I need to be alone." 

"Yeah, take care Passion." He hugged me. 

Passion's Vlog: The Present.

"So yeah! Thats it. Thats whats new. I actually have to run now, but thats definitely not  the end of the story."

(A/N~ Hey guys, another very late update, but here it is, I'm really sorry for the slow updates, I know how Annoying it can get when updates are super slow. Very sorry, my apologies. Much love - Freya)