Food food FOOOOOOOD. The only thing my mind is registering right now is food. Searching for anything edible, but my eyes found nothing. I sighed and stomped my foot in frustrations. "Woh y/n what is going on in here?" I turned to see my friend to see her sleepish body leaning on the door frame of my kitchen. She let out a yawn and brought the back of her hand up to her face, to block out the harsh light coming from my window. "We have nothing to eat and my stomach is talking shit to me." As if on cue my stomach let out its nosy mating call. I looked down at my stomach and hit it. "Shut up you demanding peace of shit." I said as my friend die of laughter in the background. I looked up from my stomach to looked at my friend with desperation in my eyes. She smiled and push off of the door frame. I watched her as she walked over to me and looked over my shoulder, to suspect the problem going on here. Her eyes widen as she saw all the food."Y/N you need to go get your eyes checked." She said as she back away from me with a look of astonishment on her face. "What do you mean??" I said as I looked over my shoulder. Next thing I knew her hand making contact with my head. "OUCH. WHAT THE HELL!!" I yelled as I raised my hand to the now throbbing area on my head. "You have a whole truck loud of food." She said defending herself. "And you couldn't have just said that and not have hit me" I said still a little pissed. "Nope I need to add a little flavor." She smirked as she said this I turned back to my refrigerator and pick the very first thing I saw. Which just happened to be a slightly brown banana. "Happy" I said as I shut the refrigerator and turned back to my friend. I walked over to the counter and jumped up on it. I watched B/F/N walk over to my cabinet and looked at all of the goodies hidden in there. I looked down at my banana and started to peel it. Right before I could take a bite I heard that familiar and sometimes annoying noise coming from my phone, telling me that someone wanted my attention. I reached behind me and picked up my phone from its spot on the contour. I looked at it to see that it was Phil calling me. "PHILLY!!!" I shouted into the phone as I accepted the call. My friend looked at me with an confused look. "Haha hey y/n, so about that lunch can we just have it at my house? It would be easier sense all of my stuff is here." Phil said, but it sounded a little fishy. "Yeah sure thing. What time?" I asked "Um how's in about an hour, I have a lot to do to day and I want to get this all pained out." He said. "Uhh sure I'll be there in an hour." I said as I hopped down from the counter getting ready to start my race against time. "Okie see you then" Phil said as he hanged up the phone. The next thing I knew I threw my phone on the counter and was running past my friend to my bathroom. Leaving my untouched banana behind. But not for long sense my friend took one look at it and it was gone. Thanks B/F/N.
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I was waiting for that little light to tell me to walk. I was only a few turns away from Phil's apartment. I decided to walk and enjoy the fresh air. Little did I know it was literally the coldest day of the year. MY FREEZING MY TITS OFF!!!!
Once I made it there it was time for the never ending stairs up to Phil's apartment. A few heart attacks later I finally made it to the front door. I rang the door bell and waited. I rocked back in forth waiting for Phil to let me in. A few moments later and still nothing happened so I decided to use my key. Dan gave it to me a few months into are relationship. Oh wait............Crap.........what if Dan is here. Damn I'm so stupid, I never even thought about it before.
You know what no he's probably not even here and if he is he probably already moved on. So I can do.....it's ok nothing to be freaked out about. I held the key in my shaking hand. Wondering if I should go in. After awhile I finally put the key in in and opened the door. I stuck my head in and looked up the stairs, it was dark so far. So maybe Phil just stepped out for a minute and no one was home. I walked through the door and shut it behind me. I walk up the familiar stairs. "Phill" I called out. I got no answer. I walked around looking for any signs of life, all I found was all of house plaints. I heard a chuckle come from the living room. As I walk in to suspect the noise I came face to face with the man I thought I would never see again. "AWWWWWW" we both screamed. "Dan put his hand over his heart. "Y/n what the hell you scared the hell out of me!!" Dan said as he tried to clam himself down. After we both catch are breathes a weird silence fell over us. I was looking at the floor trying to avoid awkward eye contact with him. "y/n??????" I finally looked up from the spot on the floor to meet the same chocolate eyes I once fell in love with. He was looking at me with a exasperation I couldn't exactly read. "Uhhhh......umm.....uh" It looked like Dan couldn't find the words to say. Which wasn't making this moment even less awkward. I couldn't take it anymore, if this got anymore awkward then I might just jumped out that window over there. "Is Phil here, he wanted to talk about something with me??" I asked I was just trying to get to the point here. It probably sounded a little frustrated, but I know if I didn't say something then, then nothing would have ever been said and I probably would have just died on the floor right there. "No he went out to get a birthday present for his friend" Dan said, I still can't read his emotions on his face. It's strange I usually can. But never mind me having trouble with Dan, I know what Phil was up to. I'm not completely stupid. But I do have to admit Phil had a great cover story. Friends birthday present my ass. I realized halfway into my train of thought that I was starring right at Dans face, so I quickly looked the other way. Only to have my eyes land on Dans open laptop on the couch. I saw two fingers on his desktop that I couldn't exactly make out. I squinted my eyes a little bit. Once it finally came clear what I was looking at my eyes widen, it was me and Dan. I guess he hasn't moved on. Why I'm I so happy about that??
I remember that day he took that. We were laying on his bed binge watching Yuri! One Ice and a lot of nature documentaries. We looked like a mess sense we hadn't left the house or even his bed for the past 3 days. Even though we did nothing at all it was still the best days I have ever experienced. It was also the first few days I slept over at his place. Once Dan saw what I was looking at he stepped in the way to block the view. "Well I better leave sense Phil's not here, bye Dan." I said as I turned on my heels to leave. It's not like I really wanted to leave but I didn't want to make Dan uncomfortable, well nor uncomfortable because come on no one was comfortable in the situation.
I was walking down the last of the few stairs to the front door before I heard someone yell my name. I turned to see Dan come running down the stairs. I few seconds later Dan had his hand on the door with me between the door and him. He was out of breath and was trying to get something out. "Y/N.......please don't.........I need...." I cut him off. "Dan calm down, are you ok??" I asked, with out even thinking about it I reached my hand up and touched the side of his face. It didn't take him even a second to react. He leaned his face into my hand. A few strands of his hair brushed my finger tips as he did.
I know I shouldn't have done that but I didn't really care. I felt right so fuck it. "I'm sorry Y/N" Dan said in a very small voice. "For what being an complete ass whole or for being a even bigger of an ass whole for taken so long to apologize?" I said with a smirk. "Hah for everything, for being the biggest jerk ever." Dan said as he looked me in the eyes. "I'm sure I said ass whole, but jerk will do." I sassed back. "So I'm forgiven?" Dan asked
A frown formed on my face. "Yes but that doesn't mean we are back together. I'm not going to hold something against you just because you messed up, you are human." I said. I've been wanting to get those words out for ever, but now they just taste bitter in my mouth. I saw Dans face sink as he put his head down. I'm heart broke as I saw this happened. I instantly put my hand under his chin and lifted his face up to mine. "Dan this doesn't mean I don't love you, it just means that I love you to much for you to just to hurt me again. So I have to make sure if I'm going to let anything progress from here, that I can trust you." I said as Dans face was only inches from mine. I could feel his breath on my lips as I finished. "I understand Y/N and I promise I will do anything to regain your trust. I love you." Dan said. "I love you too." I replied as I closed the space between me and Dan. I had to get onto the tips of my toes to do it but it was worth it.
As soon as are lips met it set a wave of emotions through me. The kiss was passionate and sweet, I didn't want it to end but it hand to. I pulled away and look at Dan. "I should probably go." I said as I still had my had on Dans face. He dropped his hand and I turned and opened the door. I was about 5 feet away from the door when I heard Dan say something. I turned around to ask what he said but the door was already closed. I could have sworn I heard him say I promise.I hope.....I really hope Dan keeps his promise.
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YEP IM HUMAN TRASH!!!!!!!This took me so long to post, I'm so sorry. I promise I will post another one soon, real soon. And I will keep my promise *wink wink*
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