I missed you. The way we kids miss the sun in the winter. It hurt. More than i expected honestly, but what difference does that make? Our forever turned into never and that's what hurt the most. I wanted everything with you. A home, a future, somewhere i would feel safe and happy. That was what you wanted too.. at least that's what you said. I guess all that changed huh? You saw me for what i really was.. you saw the real me and you hated it. You hated how fucking sad i was and how i could never feel complete. So you decided to destroy me. To rip my fucking heart out of my chest and live your life like i never existed. How could you do that? How could you do that to someone who loved you.. who cared about you more than anything? I guess it was my fault though in reality. I should've known better.
