April 26, 2010
Dear Diary,
Nessie's party went fantastic. Alice really went all out for it. It was awesome. I normally don't go to big parties like that, but it was great to see the way Nessie's face lit up, and stayed that way until everyone left. I gave her the necklace with the wooden wolf on it, and still remembered the look on her face.
It was different from Bella's, and it was bigger than hers, too. She loved it. It was great to see the grimace on Edward's face when she tackled me.
Ah, good times.
When the party ended, the pack and I said our goodbyes, our patrol starting in an hour or so. I grudgingly left, blowing Nessie a kiss on my way out, and ran with the guys into the woods.
I stripped down like always, and instantly felt the heat shiver through me, and my body heavily shook, and soon landed on all fours.
The pack and I ran in comfortable silence, our minds clear of thoughts, besides the occasional thought of our imprints. We split up after about an hour, and ran our part of the border.
Dude, I just smelled a leech. I heard Embry's voice, and we all reported to where he caught the scent.
It was an unknown scent, making it a possibility it wasn't a 'vegetarian'. Sam gave Paul and Jared orders to continue patrolling with Collin and Brady, while we would follow the bloodsucker's scent. It was a long trail, that took a ton of turns, and annoyed the hell out of me.
Hey man, where the hell is this guy going? I asked, though Sam didn't answer.
When we were about to take a turn left, and the scent ended right there. Confused, we sniffed around for another fifteen minutes, but somehow it just stopped right there. We would've spent longer, but patrol time was already over, and I was hungry. Sam told us we would patrol in the same place tonight, so I went back to where I shed my clothes, and phased back.
When I opened the front door of the Cullen's house, it was quiet, little activity going on. Edward was on the couch with Nessie and Bella, the rest of the Cullens were somewhere else I guess. As soon as Nessie saw me, she jumped off the couch, and hugged me tightly. I wrapped my arms around her, noticing her figure, and heard a quiet growl.
Get outta my head you old fart! I told him in my head. He rolled his eyes.
Thankfully, Nessie had a piano lesson with Edward, so they left the room. I love spending time with Nessie, don't get me wrong, but it's hard to restrain myself at times. I heard another quiet growl, and stifled a laugh. Nessie once had shown me, telepathically, that she thought I was attractive. Of course, she was emotionally and physically nine years old. Of course I hope she chooses me once she matures, but who knows? Maybe some dipstick will make her fall for him. I mean, she is beautiful, smart, and funny. What guy wouldn't want her?
I wish that I could be the protective guy, who won't let her talk to anything close to the male species, but I don't want to interfere. I love her too much, I only want her to be happy. And, if she'd be happy with some wimpy little turd, then I guess I'd have to deal with it.
There's always the hope that she'll choose me, but that could be my selfish side showing. By the time she's matured, who knows who will try to charm her. The only thing I can do in a situation like this is to love her as much as I can, and hope she returns it. Imprints normally love the other immediately. Although, since when has anything gone normal for me? I just know that it's only going to get more difficult from here.
Well, I guess I should stop here. Patrol is in five minutes, and I wanna say bye to Ness. I'll tell you guys if we come across the bloodsucker tonight.
-Jacob
