Ever felt like you've got the dumbest and the most stupid friends with practically nothing in their top selves, yeah I can feel it right now. How in the world I always end up with people who are not able to handle any sort of pressure. Everybody who is anybody faces pressure almost every single day, they get stress from jobs, family problems, study, society, religion. Seriously I can just start to name a whole list of things in this planet that gives every single being pressure but no one, acts like these boys do. I mean I've been through time and situations like these too, probably worse then these. I'm still here, alive standing right in this hall still trying to figure out how to put things together and not to forget these boys together too.
'Calm the heck down Mishi. It's okhy, it's just these boys fighting over things, causing you to lose the patience.'
Meanwhile I was busy with the whole rant in my brain these guys were now asking for me to side with each one of their ideas to solve the problem. This is ridiculous, it's impossible to side with every one of them when everybody has a different perspective of things. A kid in kindergarten would know, this is not the way to find solutions and we call ourselves air quote ' Magic Memories', seriously.
" Mishi.. hellooooooo, earth to Mishi!" Wiki was snapping his fingers in front of my face to get my attention. I came back from mentally scolding these boys to see that the guys were now staring at me. Hassan placed his hand on my arm and spoke " Are you feeling okhy? You look like your going to punch someone."
' Maybe I should get that mental rant I just had, out on to my friend here. They surely can use some motivation'
" I'm fine! You all just stop arguing over every single thing, this is not going to make anything easy or helpful." Wiki looked irritated maybe he just feels that he is not treated his age, well he is the oldest in all of us.
" What do you mean you all? If I remember correct I function in this group pretty good, you just don't value my work."' Yup! He does feel underestimated.'
I really should knock some sense into these guys. They all seem to be in doubts right now, not feeling good enough to get out of this struggling atmosphere. Right now standing between these four boys I see a lot of insecurities, underestimation, fear, doubts. This is all going to fall apart to dirt on the ground if these boys are not convinced of what they really are and what talents they possess. They could be like the shinng stars everybody gets stunned to see but instead they all want to be those glowy sticks, the ones that are kept in pockets and everybody can get their hands on. Every object has it's value and I know surely these boys are not glowy sticks. They can't be scared of sharing their feeling with their most loved friends.
' Girl just get this over with. It's going to be a long day and I need my back up!'
Looking at Wiki I began " You don't think any one of us here is underestimating you or not valuing your work. Yes! you are twenty five years old. The eldest in us all which surely makes it more hard for you to be sure of what is right in the situation. Don't you think for a second that a person can be right about everything and please stop camparing yourself with me. Don't fear me my friend, try to be comfortable with what you have to offer. You just need to stop doubting yourself."
My speach did work cause Wiki crossed the distance between us and gave me a sudden hug, which was really unexpected.
His hug was friendly and nothing but heart warming, his arms around my back. For a second I was lifted off the ground, I could feel my feet hanging in mid air. It took me nearly a minute to process that he was hugging me because he was happy to know I understand his fear, at first I did not react but then his heart warming hug got me to show some comfort to him so I gave him a pat on his back. This would also indicate that you can let me go now.
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Mishi On The Run
General FictionMishaal Nayel: A 22 year old bold outspoken girl with a kind heart, generous enough to help people without any kind of payoff, lively nature, loves her father in the whole world, unafraid to stand for what's right in life. She is creative and works...