Mystic Messenger: Last night with you (ZenXMc fanfiction)

Chapter 3 Running Away

The drive was slow and silent or at least that is how it appeared to you, He must have been taking his time to help you relax, you appreciate the effort but honestly you just want to be left alone and get some time to think.

You sent Seven away the moment you arrive home, you gave him the petty excuse of being tired and wanting to rest up, thankfully he didn't press much on it, he knew that you needed some space and he gladly gave it to you reminding you that he'll run to your side in case you needed him; you thanked him gave him a warm hug before he goes off speeding in his "baby" .

But space seems to feel like a big word right now, the apartment that was once full of joy and love seem so quiet and empty without him, The 2 bedroom basement apartment reminds you of everything, the day that you first visited him because he was injured and feeling down, the day he rescued you from almost being kidnapped, the morning coffee and kisses you shared, those late night films you watch on the couch, everything was coming back at you like a painful jab in the stomach. It wasn't long before your vision got blurry from the building tears in your eyes. You asked yourself over and over again on why it happened, what you did to deserve this.

You reached for a picture frame containing your picture when the two of you visited his family. You remember the moment he saw his aging parents, he ran to embrace them, crying like a little kid would run to his parent after being separated from them, he was so sweet and loving yet vulnerable at the same time, you love that part of him. His brother was there too, he was tough but broke down when he saw Hyun. When all the drama was over and apologies were given, he introduced you to them; he introduced you to them as the love of his life, his girlfriend. He was cheesy but his words always made your heart skip a skip. You all sat down to eat dinner, they continue to talk about everything, trying to catch up on the small time they had right now, and it was perfect. He was happy to be with back with his family and he got you and you got him. It feels like the world was at your side unlike right now. Everything was slipping from your hand.

You'd gladly give up everything if you could turn back time, if you could reset and make it alright and if you knew that, that would be the last time he'll be looking at you with love and affection you would have made sure that it didn't happen, you would have gone back in time and stop him from driving, you would go home a bit later than you did or just suggest to stay there until sunrise, and if you can't stop his suffering then you would go back to the time you downloaded the app so that you could stop yourself, you wouldn't have to meet him, he wouldn't have to meet you. He won't get too frustrated when he talked with Jumin, he wouldn't injure himself and face the grueling decision of dropping out from the production, he wouldn't have to accept echo girl's offer and then he wouldn't be involve in the scandal, everything would be better. He won't have to risk his life protecting yours. He won't, He doesn't have to.

He wouldn't have to run to your side, you wouldn't be sharing that passionate first kiss and you will never be able to figure out how you felt about him. You could just admire him as a simple fan from the side lines. You would sacrifice all your happiness so that he doesn't have to, so you won't have to see him lying on that hospital bed.

It wouldn't even matter if he never got to know who you are, not even as a fan. As long as his happy, you know no matter how miserable your life would become you would be happy for him. He'd probably date movie stars or a pop idol. He'll look at her the way he did with you and you'll probably die a slow death watching him love her but don't worry about me. Just be happy.

I'm begging you don't try to remember me, just forget that random stranger that pop in the chatroom, forget the stars we saw that night, forget that I was shaking and afraid when you rescued me, just forget everything.

That last thought nearly killed you but it gave you an idea on what to do next. You place the picture frame back and wipe your tears. You reach for your phone and logged into the messenger

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>>>Sara has entered the chatroom.<<<

Sara: Thank you for everything, everyone!

>>>Sara has left the chatroom.<<<

>>>Yoosung has entered the chatroom.<<<

Yoosung: Sara?? *confused emoji*

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You couldn't involve them any longer. They would be better without you.

A/N: OMG! early update hooray! haha lol I finish it earlier couz I'm sick and in bed haha and I won't be able to update this saturday because I have to attend a seminar :D haha I hope you like it! sorry for all the feels it will get better I promise :D