Love isn't real

Friends as family...

Her family never showed they ever cared , they might thank Jace and smile but later on tease her with hurtful words that stitch onto her soul ..numb..she can't feel sadness anymore but tears fall from feeling numb , she remembers her friends...well were her friends...shes been friends with nearly 16 people at one small table for three years in middle school..memories pass by her remembering how much they showed they cared and promised to always stick by her because THEY were her family. Nobody separated them. She remebers Vanessa was the one playing as a mother hugging her singing a lullaby "mothers here , mother won't leave , your safe and sound with me" ....that was till one of their friends wanted to murder them..luis was his name Jace has reported this to the cops and in return she gets hate ..her friends parents never wanted their child to be around jace cause shes "trouble" ..yea trouble because she had saved her friends from being murdered...it was hopeless.

Three years gone by and no message nor a goodbye has been said...she misses them alot...to much , to this day shes numb..she doesn't care..she doesn't want to get close to anyone for any reason. .whats the point in getting close if you know your going to be forgotten...

The person jace is , is unknown, she doesn't know who she is nor the purpose she serves in life..thoughts had slipped as she feels nothing but her numbness, she feels lifeless. The main question that she asks everyday "Who am i?"