flowers | yoonmin

十九

"Hyung.." A crying Jungkook greeted Jimin as he went home at 4 in the morning.

What he saw was perplexing. There were EMTs in front of their apartment. Their neighbors were around their house, trying to stick their noses in what was happening. Jimin had a confused look on his face.

"What's happening, Jungkook-ah? Why are there EMTs?" He patted the younger one's back while glancing at the EMTs.

"He's go---"

Before Jungkook even finished what he was going to say, he was cut off by his hyung gasping. Jimin saw a familiar mint-colored hair owned by a familiat looking body. The said body was about to be covered by a white cloth. 

Jimin let go of Jungkook and slowly approached the body with shaking hands. His breath was coming in short and his heart was pounding so hard against his chest.

And there he saw the love of his life. He saw the boy who sends flowers with a note for him everyday. He saw the boy who made him feel as if he's the most important person in the world. The boy with the gummy smile, warm hugs and sweet kisses.

He saw a lifeless Min Yoongi laying down on a stretcher.

Park Jimin's world crashed down. He felt his chest hurt and tears welled up in his eyes. He couldn't bare the scene that was in front of him. He couldn't bare to see the love of his life now gone and will never come back. 

He rushed towards Yoongi's body, not minding the people surrounding them. He hugged his lover's body tight, as if it'll slip away once he let go. But the truth it, it already slipped away. He didn't even know what happened. He didn't even know how he died. He wasn't even there. Heck, he doesn't know anything!

He wailed like a child, still not letting go of Yoongi. He kept on telling himself, 'no that's not Yoongi' again and again, but no matter how much he denies it, nothing will change. Yoongi is gone. Yoongi will never come back. Reality bites.

He'll never get to feel Yoongi's touch again. He'll never get to feel his warmth whenever they cuddle under the blankets while watching their favorite movie. He'll never get to taste his soft, plump lips. He'll never get to live in a simple house with 2 dogs, just like what Yoongi promised him back then. He'll never get to say 'I do' while Yoongi stand on one knee while he's proposing.

"You promised me that you'll stay with me, Min Yoongi! You promise that you'll stay with me until we grow old! You said that you'll me marry me, and we'll buy a simple house and move there! You promised but what did you do!" Jimin shouted; the tears never stopped flowing down his cheeks. 

Jungkook held Jimin and pulled him back, but the older boy insisted. He tried to get close to Yoongi again, but Jungkook muttered a 'no hyung, he has to go already.' Jimin kept on screaming and crying. The EMTs were just standing there, waiting for a signal if they're good to take Yoongi or no.

Jimin fell on the ground, still sobbing. "Jungkook.. Please.. J-just... Just let me hold him... For the last time..." 

Jungkook can't do anything but to cry just like what his hyung is doing right now. He reluctantly let go of his hyung and nodded at him. Jimin stood up and shakily walked towards Yoongi once again. 

He started sobbing once again. He can feel his heart literally hurt.

"I hate you, you know. I hate you for leaving me. But I hate myself more. I wasn't even there when this happened. I could've been there. I could've helped you. But I was too selfish. I only thought about myself. I-I-I'm sorry. I know my 'sorry's cant bring you back anymore. I---" He bit his lip, trying to keep himself composed. 

"I love you, Min Yoongi. I love you even if you cause me so much pain. I love you even if you broke your promise. I love you, you bastard. I love you."

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(a/n: im not good at sad scenarios. bare with me :^( vote, comment, idk. thank u!!)