With Love, Melody Grey

Up and at em

Being in a hospital is crazy.. lots of people constantly swarming you and even more visiting. I love my family and friends but some alone time wouldn't hurt. Just 4 days ago I was caught in a car crash by some dick head. I had 2 surgeries and lots of stitches... and I wake up to Cade saying he loves me. CRAZY!

"Uh.. Kamryn?" I hear making me look up.

"S-sorry.. what?" I answer quietly.

"Are you ready for your walk?" A nurse repeats.

"Uhm.. sure, just give me a minuet." I answer.

I hate these walks. Twice, every day Im supposed walk around the floor I'm on. These started yesterday, small walks. The doctor told me that I'd eventually have to walk around the back or go to the other floors. It's terrible. They ask me if I'm in pain and of course I say no.. but really I'm DYING! I'm in constant pain 24/7. I just don't want the extra attention. I shakily slide off the slide of the bed onto my feet. I grab the railing of the hospital bed and take a slow step.

"Aherm.." I whimper coving my mouth.

The hospital gave me a walker so I have some moral support. I grab onto it and the nurse gently sets her hand on my back, guiding me.

"Just take it slow sweetie." She says.

I'm not wearing a hospital gown anymore. I'm now wearing a pair of overly sized sweatpants and a loose black shirt with a hoodie over it. I continue to slowly make my way around. After about 2 minuets I stop.

"I can't." I say turning and sitting down onto my walker.

"Oh come on Kamryn, you can do it!" She says enthusiastic.

"No!" I scream.

The nurse gets a taken back look and stumble back onto the wall from shock. I turn my head to see Cade walking towards us.

"What's going on...?" He snaps at the nurse.

"We we're doing her daily walk but-" Cade stops her.

"No. if she doesn't feel right then she doesn't need to." Cade states.

The nurse glares then nods. Cade bends down and lightly kisses my cheek.

"Er-" I start but stop myself.

I look up at him and smile. His adorable blue eyes and his dimples. I love them. But.. I can't have them. Not right now anyway.

"Hey." I whisper.

"Lets get you back to your room." He says reaching his hand out.

I grasp onto his hand and he slowly pulls me to my feet. The nurse grabs my walker and folds it up heading back to my room. Cade slowly takes some steps at my pace making sure he stays with me the whole time.

"Thank you." I quietly say.

He smiles and continues to take baby steps.

Once we get back to my room Cade walks over to the other side of the bed and sits down. The nurse helps me climb into my bed. Once I get there I pull the covers up and burry myself in the blankets. A couple days ago my mom and dad brought me some of my stuff from home. They brought me my blanket, pillow, and some of my clothes. I enjoy having some things from home becuase I feel more welcome..? Once the nurse leaves Cade sit she at the end of my bed.