Seriously Black... (CAMREN)

Chapter 7

Come in- I say letting her see from outside, a part of my apartment. She's not okay and I need to calm her. My heart breaks just seeing her like this.

Thanks- she says shyly and I let a smile appear. Jauregui, you are not doing things right! I scold myself and I see her lying in my sofa.

Do you want tea or something? - in ask standing in my dirty kitchen.

No thank you- she says seeing all my apartment. I move ashamed. It's the first time this really gets to me. So many girls and it never bothered, until Camila Cabello comes in- you should clean this.

Well- I try saying something but her surprising cut of distance from ourselves, shuts me. She's too close and all I can think of, is tasting those lips.

Thank you, Lauren- she says looking right at my eyes. Don't look Jauregui you'll melt. Brown eyes. I never thought that these eyes could make this effect on me.

My hands shakes and I try not to. I brush my lips with tongue and all I can think about is her. Something goes wrong in my stomach. My mind blows and I try to talk but nothing goes out of my mouth.

What happened with your boyfriend? - I finally say and her eyes drop. Hmm... What's going on? I hold her hands with mines and I try to be strong, so I won't fail this mission- Camila.

Her eyes see me, once again. She's beautiful. Too good to fuck.

You can tell me- I say and I caress her hands gently. She smiles and puts a hand in my face. Yes!

He tried to...- she holds and starts again- He wanted to have sex with me.

All of me contracts and I try not to lose my cabal, hold still Jauregui.

Did you want to? - I ask and she shuts- Camila?

I don't want to- she whispers.

Is it the first time? - I asks trying to forget the bad things.

No- she says and now I know what to do. Austin won't be alive for long!

I move out taking my cellphone out and I type a text to Dinah. And I try to figure out other things.

You should sleep- I try to say calm- if you don't want to go, to your house you can stay here. I'll sleep on the sofa if you want to.

Is it okay? - she asks and I smile.

Sure Camila, I'm your friend- I smile and I can't believe what I'm saying.

Do you need clothes? I have something you can use- I say and I open my closet. All my shirts are well organized. And I look for one and then she grabs one hanging from the door.

What about this? This is the less black or punk from your closet- she says holding it. No one use that shirt! I breathe deeply.

Sure, use it- I say almost fading out.

She goes to the bathroom, as I try to organize a little bit my bed, and then she comes out using that shirt. Wow! She's stunning. She sees the clock 3 am.

You should lay down- I say and she nods.

I'm about to exit the room and turn off the light but she calls.

Lauren, sleep with me- she says and all my heart fell into kindness. Those words never sound too good! Even though it's just for sleep.