"You know for a good girl, i didn't expect you to be smoking in a alley at midnight"Luke said looking at her features which he could surprisingly see through the dark sky
"Well every girl has their bad habits....even the good ones" jade said meetin...
well its been a while since i updated.... reason behind that is because, i think this story is REALLY BAD but i have some big plans for it, as the keep chapters rolling so imma try to get through the bad chapters and hope for it to get better (hope and pray it will)
ALSOOOO, i did change up the summary and all that jazz soooo ya
anywhore lets begin
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As im running down the school hallways from jackass Mr.irwin i can feel the hot tears stream down my face only knowing my makeup was ruin. Once out the doors i fell to the ground and put my hands to my face
" why why why why" i say over and over again into my hands
i bet looked so so so stupid in front of Luke damn it. I get up not knowing if i should go home and wait for my mom to get home and yell at me or i should just walk and just keep going and going. Not having the energy i just went home.
Getting inside it was complete silence, everyone in my family expect me and my mom where out living there perfect live. Dad was travel the world "for his job" but really i know its because he hates living in this house like we all do, theres no happiness here i don't think i ever heard laughter in my house for over a 2 years. My older sister was out in LA with her perfect husband and 7 months pregnant living her dream, my older brother was in Florida with his perfect beach model girlfriend which i swear shes only with him for our money but i rather not say that to him. Well then theres me the youngest of the three and sure enough the mistake out of us too, doing nothing with my life other then drinking and smoking begging for school to finally end. Oh yes then theres my mom cant forget about her, my mom well shes only around cause im only 17 just wait you can bet your ass when i turn 18 shes gonna be gone in a flash. To be honest she always is gone claiming shes going to work but my dad makes to much money for her to be working i actually know shes just out fucking some guy for the hell of it, cause apparently being a mom isn't good enough for her. i love my life
Getting out of my own thoughts i go upstairs and jump on my bed. Starting to cry again i sit up and put my face into my hands again trying to stop the tears
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I really hated living the way i am. I needed to get out and stop feeling bad for myself. So i got up and took all my cloths off to shower. Cleaning every inch of my body, i get out and dry my body while getting dress with cloths i picked out
( the outfit is up above on the top).
knowing exactly where to go i grab my hand bag and my sunglasses and off i go out the door. locking the door on my way out i see calum oh shit.
"hey sweets" calum said with a small smile leaning against his car
"hi" i say back just wanting him to leave so i could get Drunk at my nearest club
" so what hap" calum starts but i cut him off
"calum stop the last thing i want to do is talk about that" i said cutting calum off
" i know but this very impor" calum try's to speak again
" no calum i dont care just please leave" i say once again cutting him off
" jade ple" calum says begging
"go" i say with a stern voice
"just" calums says one last time
"calum i said leave" i say putting my hands into a fist really wanting to get wasted and forget about today
"fine you dont want to hear it.. then ill go, call me when you loose the bitchy act"calum says speeding away in his oh god damn fancy car
well didn't really go as smooth as i wanted it to go but.... at least i can go get a drink now
