up and out

~Touch and Go

Three months earlier
**nate in the media above**

"You sound like a damn fool"auntee Melinda yelled.

"Listen ma'am I don't want no trouble with you," Nate  replied.

"I'm just trying to offer you a ride to the hospital.We need to get there quick to check on Aviare."

Nate knew he wasn't giving her much to go on with but was doing everything in his power to avoid telling her that Aviare had been shot.

"Oh my God! Hospital? What have you done to my baby?...

                    Ya'hari p.o.v

the next morning ya'hari layed in bed thinking about all of the changes that have happen in the last few months...
Losing her brother ,boyfriend and so called best friend.

"What else do I have to live for??" She asked herself as all the thoughts rushed through her mind.

she had been so depressed.

She finally got the strength to get out of bed and with that strength she used it to plunder in her closet.

When she finally found what she was looking for....she walked into the bathroom down the hall,opened the curtain and began to tie the rope onto the rail then her neck.

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"Am i better off dead than alive??" As soon as she asked this aloud ,she heard a little voice in her head telling her how much she is loved and that it wouldn't be good for the baby.

She quickly stepped off the shower walls,unraveling the rope and went back to her room.

All Ari could do is cry ,she couldn't hold it in this time...she needed to be embraced in someone's arms..

"No!!! I've been doing this on my own for 6 years,I can do it 6 more!!"she grabbed her purse off the night stand and slipped on her ugg boots and headed out the door.

Not knowing where she was going she walked until she couldn't walk any more.

Once she tried Taking another step,she failed miserably passing  out in fronts of an old abandoned house.

no one was there to come a help this time and she was far away from home.

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