Love Me Now -A Phanfiction

meeting

time: 6:32 AM
where: Dan's Apartment
-DAN'S POV-

Dan woke up, the bright lights of the outside blinding him. he rubbed his eyes and opened them slowly, yawning slightly. the brown haired boy groaned as he buried his head in his pillow again, not wanting to get up. though that little voice in his head was telling him no, he had to get up and go to school.

Dan sighed and sat up, throwing his pillow across the room somewhere. he sung his legs over the side of the bed and rubbed his eyes again before stretching and standing up.

he stood up and yawned again, before walking over to his closet and groaning. he put on a black skull t-shirt with some blue jeans. he slipped on some black socks and white shoes before going to the bathroom to do his hair.

Dan walked in the bathroom and turned on the light. he picked up his brush and brushed through his dark brown hair. 'i need a haircut..'  he thought to himself as he put the brush down and ran his hands through it, before turning the light off and walking out.

after that, he walked back to his room and picked up his phone as he sat back down on his bed. he looked at his phone, checked his notifications, then got up. he put his jacket on, put his headphones in, and got his stuff before walking out the front door of his apartment. it was a cold, foggy morning in London. it was late December, and Christmas was coming up soon. Dan hadn't decided what he wanted to do. he was probably just going to stay inside and watch Netflix all day. he sighed and walked over to the bus before heading off to school.

~TIME SKIPU~

Dan arrived at school with music blasting in his ears. he walked past the kids hanging out and talking. he kept his head down. he put his hands in his jacket pockets for warmth as the cold London morning air blew the trees around him. he glanced up for a second, and he bit his lip as he saw a group of hot boys hanging around. he looked down again.

he sat down at a nearby bench and took his phone out. he didn't dare look up at the people walking around the school. he liked it better going unnoticed. he played a few games on his phone until he felt someone tap his shoulder. he looked up, confused. who would want to talk to him?

Dan looked up and saw a boy. he seemed happy and cheery. not the kind of person Dan wanted to be friends with. "Hi! I'm Phil! you looked sad over here and I've seen you around school... you seem cool so i wanted to see if i could be your friend..?" said the boy, with a small smile on his face. Phil had beautiful blue eyes, ones that looked like you could see the ocean in them. he had dark black hair, which seemed to make him stand out more. he had on a green sweater and jeans with bright blue and red converse. he was very tall, which would be good, because Dan was an unusually tall person. 

Dan sat there, speechless. "um.. i-" he tried to speak but his anxiety was kicking in. "i-i guess..?" Dan stuttered as he scratched the back of his neck awkwardly.

Phil smiled and sat down next to Dan. Dan looked at the boy. "so.. what's your name?" Phil asked Dan. the blue eyed boy smelled of cherries((MEMORIES)) and hairspray.

Dan looked the boy up and down. "Dan." he said quietly. "Dan? that's a nice name..." Phil said. Dan turned a bright red and looked down. "t-thank you." Dan replied and looked up. Phil locked eyes with Dan for a moment but then broke off and glanced over at a group of kids who were staring at the two. "um.. i have to go.. I'll see you later." Phil waved before getting up and over to the kids.

Dan sighed. of course Phil couldn't stand him, he was weird. Dan was a quiet boy. he didn't talk much, nor did he have many friends. he usually stayed at home when he wasn't at school unless his few friends invited him somewhere. in which rarely happens.

Dan felt a weird connection with this boy. he feel like he was attracted to him..? no. he wasn't gay. he liked girls, right? right? ugh. he didn't know at this point. all he knew was that he liked Phil, in any way possible. Dan had been confused on his sexuality for awhile now. one day he thought he was straight, the next he thought he was gay, the next he thought he was bi, then another he didn't feel he had any attraction to anyone at all. 

 he buried his head in his hands. he groaned. 'pull yourself together, man.'  he thought. he looked up and put his earbuds back in. by the time he had started his music, the bell had rung. time for class.