MUTE ; JHS

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HANA'S POV

"Hana, look at me" he growled. I shook my head keeping my eyes on the floor. "Look at me!" Taehyung yelled grabbing my head forcefully lifting it up. My worried eyes locked with his angry brown ones. "You're pathetic" he spat before slapping me. I let out a small whimper. "Shut up" he yelled pushing me off the chair. My head smashed against the hard floor causing me to feel dizzy instantly. His hard foot collided with my stomach multiple times as i yelped in pain. "No one loves you" he laughed punching me.

Just then the door opened, I looked up slightly to the figure of my father. "D-dad" I splutter begging for help. He just stood there. Doing nothing. Watching. Then, he walked out closing the door. He left me. In pain. With Taehyung. He didn't care. He just proved he didn't. "Ha! Point proven!" Taehyung snickered coming down to my level. "Now for some fun, I'll enjoy!" he smirked.

No. No. No

With all my strength, I began kicking and screaming, no way in hell was he getting in my pants! Fuck no! "Stay still" he hissed. "No!" I scream. "Help!!"

*end of flashback*

"Hana! Hana!" A voice called worriedly over and over. I suddenly looked up and tears rolling down my face to see I was sitting in the therapy room. Mrs. Min in front of me looking shocked.

"Hana are you okay?" A male voice asked. I turned my head to the left to see my dad! My eyes widened, I couldn't move. "Hana? W-Why are you looking at me like that?" He asked. "Hana? it's only-" Mrs. Min started but I stopped her by holding up my hand.

I rubbed my eyes furiously and looked back at my dad. "Hoseok?" I mouthed. "Yeah. H-hey? Everything alright?" he asked smiling assuringly. I slowly nodded before standing up walking over to the white board.

Why is Hoseok here? "You asked him to come" Mrs. Min answered. I don't remember. "I can go if you want to.." Hoseok said quietly. I shook my head no, "stay" I mouthed. "O-okay" he said stuttering. "Why did you cry Hana?" Mrs asked. I scrunched up my eyebrows in confusion and touched my face feeling wet tears on my face.

Memory, I write. "About what?" She asked crossing her legs. I stared at the board for a minute debating whether to say or not. After a good time I place the pen on the board. Dad. "Your dad?" Hoseok questioned. I nodded. "Anything else?" he asked.

I gulped feeling my stomach twist and my hands began to tremble. "Hana are you okay?" Mrs asked as she standing up quickly seeing I was starting to shake. Mrs. Min quick stand scared Hoseok as he stood up also walking over to me making sure I had some space at the same time. "You don't have to tell me" he assured. I nodded taking a deep breathe. "Sorry" I mouthed. "No. No it's fine" Hoseok said. "Just breathe" mrs told me.

I started trying to calm my breathing when Hoseok said something. "Just forget the pain and just chill". Them simple words, caused my breathing to become quick again. "Woah, shitteu, Hana" Hoseok gasped and grab my hand. I tightly gripped his hand as I felt my chest becoming tight. Now is not a good time for panic attack!!

"Just forget the pain and chill" That's what Taehyung used to say. Them exact words. Just thinking about it made me feel sick and light headed. "Just chill" Hoseok repeated. I started shaking my head telling him "no, stop"

"Hoseok I don't think she wants you to say that" Mrs. Min said, finally understanding. "O-oh.. Sorry" he mumbled not knowing what to do. "Maybe you should h-help her" Hoseok said obviously feeling unable to help in this situation. "Good idea" she nodded. Hoseok went to step back but I refused to let go of his hand

"Hana, you need to let go so Mrs. Min can help you" he chuckled nervously. I shook my head holding his hand even tighter. "I think she wants you" Mrs. Min said. "O-oh" Hoseok stuttered his cheeks becoming red. Mrs. Min went to talk again but talking didn't help. It made it worse.

I dropped Hoseok's hand and covered my bears, my eyes were slammed shut and i was biting my lip extremely hard it started to bleed. They got the fact I didn't want them to talk and they both just watched. After ten minutes I had calmed myself down just my body was shaking.

I stopped biting my lip and hesitantly took my hand away opening my eyes at one time. The first thing I saw was hoseok, smiling nervously at me. "You alright?" he whispered. I nodded taking a deep breathe.

"I think it's the best if you go home" Mrs. told me. I shrugged. "I'll call your mom" She smiled walking away leaving Hoseok and I standing there.

"That scared me" He mumbled. "Sorry..". "It's okay, as long as you're okay?". "Im okay". "No you're not" He sighed. "I'm fine". "Don't lie". "I'm not". "You are!" He growled. "I want to help" he added. "I don't need any help". "I'm not being mean, but you do" he sighed. "I don't need any help" I repeat. "Especially from you" I add feeling extremely angry.

"Your mom is on her way" Mrs. Min said coming back. I nodded picking up my bag and barged past Hoseok, purposely hitting his shoulder causing him to grunt in pain.

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