Our Destined Us !

#chapter -10

Chris P.O.V

"Well...well..well.Look who we have here.Miss Camilla Evans.",I said aloud by folding my hands casually,smirking.This was the day I have been waiting for months,to show Miss Camilla her real place,that is not messing up with me."It's you who messed with her",a voice from my mind mocked me.I quickly shook away the voice.Camilla's face was red from the embarrassment.I should be so happy about it but I can't fathom why the f*ck am I feeling sad somewhere in me.I didn't entertain that thought though.I focussed on the ongoing live scenario.
"Why thank you.Yup.It's me Mr.Chris Lawrence",spoke Camilla.
"I see,you seem to be an uninvited guest here but no problem,I have a big heart.You can enjoy the party,have food and drinks for free.I won't mind.But tsk...tsk...you are even inappropriately dressed,not for a party.You seem like as if going to the grocery store...",I said to Camilla and she had a blank expression on her face.Everyone around were laughing and commenting on her and her attire.By now she must have started crying but I'm shocked that she didn't.

Camilla P.O.V.

I kept staring at Chris with a well maintained blank stoic expressiin,not giving him the pleasure of seeing me hurt and week with tears.He continued his adoring speech.(Note the sarcasm).
"......grocery store.But you know what,I can manage.Infact we can manage.As it is, you aren't some fine piece of meat or a diva.We have plenty of beautiful girls here anyways to fill your space.I am amused Miss Evans.You seem to be too desperate to get my attention,since I avoided your unhealthy presence for so many months long and hence we have your unwanted and uninvited presence here.But now can I kick you out of the house?No.That is so ungentleman-ly of me,wouldn't want that.Rather you just grab a drink,stuff yourself up with some food and soon you may leave.Enjoy."At the beginning,everyone around seemed to be enjoying Chris insult me dearly but later on as he proceeded,all looked surprised and some even gasped at the terms and sentences thrown at me.I was having a hard time controlling my self from breaking down in a puddle of tears anytime.I had my palms fisted,digging my nails into skin and pinching my fingers.I closed my eyes for a moment sucked in a deep breath.As I opened my eyes and continued to stare back at Chris,I saw a flash of certain emotion in his eyes.An emotion of guilt or pain or sadness or....I don't know what.I was staring closely and so I didn't miss it since it was pretty quick.But I couldn't care less or more.I was just standing there,an epitome of embarrased insulted trash-like item.
"Clap...clap...clap...clap.Well done.I may now take my leave",I found my weak treambling voice speaking to Chris,trying to be calm and unaffected.I gave a last glance to all,including Chris and turned my back,making my way towards my home.As soon as I left Chris's penthouse,I speedily walked upto my home.I reached my  home door,put the keys, unlocked and went inside.I kept my bag calmly on the couch and sat beside it,curling and bringing up my feet.I didn't know how come I was so cool as cucumber about the incident.Realisation suddenly kicked in of what had just happened with me,and I could feel tears pricking my eyes and rolling down the cheeks one by one.I wiped them harshly with the back of my hands instantly but to no avail.Tears couldn't stop."Stop.No.I will not cry.Why should I cry over that stupid b*stard and those words which aren't true and dosen't affect me. I am strong.Don't c-cry Cam.....",I spoke to my self as tears continued streaming down my face and hiccuping.
To say that I missed Lissy right now was an understatement.I needed her right now to calm me down and prep me up.She was my best friend and my support,after Her .I had nobody else in the world for me by myside except for Lissy and Her.I once had  Her ,there for me always.But now nor Lissy nor Her were here for me.
I remember those beautiful days with Her........"Cami...Cami dear come here.I'm here for you always,by your side at every step of your life.Never leaving you.Now tell me what is it.What is bugging my sweet darling Cami......."
I shook my head to let go those painful memories.Remembering them everytime, shattered me into pieces.I don't want that.Not now atleast.I took one of the couch pillows,kept it over my mouth and screamed into them,"Aaaghhhhhhh !!!!!" I want and I will forget everything that happened today.I don't occupy shi*ty things in my brain."I got up from the couch and went to take a shower.I tried to wash away my tears,sorrows, painful memories and the recent dreadful incident with the flowing shower water.After a nice long hot shower,I made no effort in eating anything although my stomach made grumbling noise.I had lost my appetite,so just left my wet hair loose to dry and lied on my comfortable mattress,getting under soft sheets and soon slipped into cheery dreamland with no pain and sorrows.
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