I am numb.
Never before had I wanted to feel pain so
extensively.
Every time something bad happens I can
do nothing but wish I could cry.
Happiness is available, but not as
extreme as it should be.
Love is there- I wish I could give you it.
Perhaps you don't care either way.
I am unfeeling.
Now I want to feel abandoned
every time I see you with her.
Emotions are so important and mine
ditched me.
You might feel the same
or you might not. You might not care.
Unfortunately, I care. I miss our spark.
