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Depression what is it?
Depression isn't just being sad all the time,
It's not being able to sleep at all.
It's not eating for 4 days straight.
It's being exhausted all the time.
It's having hate for yourself and
hating every damn part of you.
It's constantly having thoughts
about ending your miserable life.
It's feeling worthless. It's sitting
on the bathroom floor at 3am
crying and trying to make yourself sick.
It's being in a room full of people yet
feeling alone. It's laughing with your
friends at 2pm and suddenly wanting to die.
It's cutting deeper and deeper into your skin.
It's drowning in your own thoughts till you
find it hard to breathe. It's wanting to escape
but having no where to go.
It's not wanting to exist