no strings attached || ryden

Coffee's for Closers

about a week after my encounter with Ryan i received a phone call. "hey Brendon?" i didn't realize until that moment i loved the sound of his voice. "hey what's up" i could hear a bit of hesitation which was weird because he seemed so confident at the bar. "i was wondering if maybe you would want to meet up for coffee tomorrow?"

"yeah sure, text me the details"

"okay i will, see you tomorrow."

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i took slow sips from my coffee. we just sat and looked around, neither of us saying a word. finally ryan spoke up, "so how are you?"

"i'm doing good, you?"

we continued with the basic boring small talk until he changed the mood completely and said, "so i don't want a relationship." i was completely caught off guard, we hadn't previously talked about a relationship and i wasn't planning on trying to start one.

"um okay."

"but i'm interested in you."

"oh um.. i'm not... you know.. uh, gay." he quirked an eyebrow at me, "oh?" i knew i was gay but i wasn't ready to admit it to myself or the boy. Ryan smirked and said, "well it really seemed like you were gay when you were moaning my name but i guess i could have just misunderstood."

"i'm... experimenting."

he softly hummed, "i understand, well lucky for you i don't want a relationship."

"well neither do i."

"i want to be fuck buddies." of course he had chosen to say that right as i was taking a sip of my coffee. i practically choked out, "w-what?"

"i really enjoyed myself last week and i would like to continue no strings attached."

"so just hook ups? no relationships or anything?"

"nope just hooking up."

"okay i'm in." he smirked and softly responded, "great, well i'll see you later. there's a party tonight at one of the fraternities, you should come."

"okay just text me the details."

he nodded and strolled out of the coffee shop. what have i gotten myself into.