Harry
Darcy screamed and Harry straight away ran over and picked her up cuddling her
"you want mummy milk?" Harry asked
Darcy stopped crying and just looked at Harry making him laugh
"ok Darc" Harry said tickling Darcy under her chin
"babe, (y/n)" Harry mumbled shaking you with one hand to wake you up
You murmured a one minute really meaning you were going to go back to sleep but Harry knew your tricks
"c'mon (y/n) daddys princess is hungry" Harry mumbled shaking you again
You finally sat up taking Darcy into your arms tiredly
You pulled up your pyjama top revealing your breasts, knowing no one but Harry was in the room meant you just pulled your breasts out
Darcy hungrily latched on and started suckling. Youa started nodding off and if it wasn't for Harry you would have fallen asleep
"ok baby, she is done I will burp her you go back to sleep" Harry said placing a kiss on your forehead before you nodded off.
Louis
Josh had been feeding from you easily, when he was hungry you would put him close to your breasts and he would quickly latch on and feed until he was full, he had no problem but where Juliet in was concerned she was a nightmare, she just wouldn't latch on.
Josh was already fed and asleep when Juliet started to cry, you picked her up dreading the feed, doctors had warned if she didn't start feeding soon she would have to go on to bottle and because she might loose weight so she might have to go to a special baby unit
You put your breast near Juliet but she just wouldn't latch on.
Tear came to your eyes
"Louis she just isn't doing it" you cried
"just calm down gorgeous" Louis soothed as he picked Juliet up
"be good for mummy Jules" Louis said sternly but you knew he was joking
Louis passed Juliet back over to you and you tried again
Juliet latched on and started suckling
"I hate you" you said jokingly to Louis
"love you too gorgeous" he chuckled back
Liam
(A/N A bit sexual in this bit..)
You had been feeling very nervous about breast feeding, mainly because some people don't accept it in public, you also felt quite shy about your body now.
Kian had been crying for a while now and Liam had gone to get a drink but you knew what Kian wanted but you also knew Liam would be back soon. Usually you didn't care how Liam saw your body you were his wife but you were scared he would get unattractive to him.
You heard the door open and you knew it was Liam as he walked over to Kian saying soothing words.
"Darling" Liam said shaking you
You ignored him as tears filled your eyes because you felt like you were failing Kian as a mother
"whats wrong gorgeous" Liam asked coming to the side you were facing
"im so ugly, my body is so ugly" you said as tears slipped down your face
"never say that, your gorgeous, just as gorgeous as the day I met you!" Liam said sternly wiping tears away from your cheeks
"this is why you don't want to feed Ki isn't it?" Liam asked
You nodded sitting up
Liam pulled your straps down of your tank top as you watched him, Liam took your bra off and you shivered under his touch, Liam kissed your sensitive breast again and again mumbling 'beautiful' after each kiss. Liam ran his tongue over your breasts stroking the other lightly
"Li" you moaned
Liam smiled against your skin
"say your beautiful" Liam grinned
"I..am..b..b-eautiful" you mumbled and Liam grinned
Liam go up off you and picked up Kian.
"feed our baby!" Liam said jokingly
You groaned and Liam chuckled as you fed Kian.
Zayn
You ticked Li under the chin with her in your arms, Llima started to squirm in your arms as she let out little squeals, half of pleasure and half a little cry
"you hungry baby girl?" you asked
Llima stayed straight faced not knowing what you actually said
"yes you are, yes you bloody are" you giggled in a baby voice
You brought Li to your chest as you pulled your top off leaving your top half naked
You wrapped a blanket around you because even though you were alone at that very moment anyone could walk in
'only for Zayn and Llima' you thought which made you giggle
You brought Llima to your chest and she stayed there for a moment before quickly latching on
"good girl" you praised
You stroked Li's face as you watched her, you was watching her so intently you didn't hear the door open.
The first thing you heard was Zayn coughing to get your attention
"hey Zayn" you smiled at his blushed face
"h-h-hi" Zayn stuttered at your half naked body
"you alright babe" you giggled
"hm" Zayn said mumbling "I would be better if we were at home" as he walked past making you blush and him laugh
Niall
"Ouch!" you mumbled as Akira tried to suckle on your breast
You carried on trying to ignore the pain but it was there and it was awful
Tears filled your eyes and Niall rushed to your side
"whats wrong" Niall asked worried
"I-it hu-hurts" you cried
Niall pressed the button behind your head and quickly a nurse came in
"whats wrong love? " she asked
"it hurts" you said as a tear slipped down your cheek
"I will get the doctor hunny" she said as she walked back out
When the doctor finally got there she looked at your breast
"looks like Mastitis" the doctor said
"whats that" you mumbled worried and Niall rubbed his thumb over your fingers because he knew it always made you feel better
"its the result of a blocked milk duct" the doctor explained
"but..I didn't have a blocked milk duct" you said
"you probably didn't feel it but have you been feeling ill?" the doctor asked
You nodded ashamed you had ignored it
"(y/n)" Niall scolded
"well yes, your breasts are hot, swollen, with red streaks and they are clearly painful, all signs" the doctor informed
"how do you treat it?" Niall asked
"there are a number of things, when you feed massage the breast, try different positions, make a special effort to relax, relax at all times and finally when the babies feed breath evenly and deep to help keep you calm" the doctor said
"thanks doctor" Niall said and you nodded thankful it wasn't anything too serious
