Lost In Harry Potter

Christmas Shopping

Things went fine I followed the orders of my parents for the sake of my mother. Every morning I wake up meet up with my godfather in the study room that belonged to Draco and me. Then only stop for my meals and back to work on my magic so I wouldn't hurt anyone and at nights I would sneak into Draco's bed until one night when Narcissa caught me in the hallway.

"You should be sleeping Elizabeth tomorrow we are going shopping from Christmas gifts."

"I had a nightmare and I was going to Draco's room so that he could calm and help me sleep."

"I'll stay with you lets return you to your room."

"You had a fight with Lucius didn't you mother?"

Guiding me to my room she sighs "Why can't you call him father we have both raised you?"

I looked at her, "It's the way he looks at me that makes me feel that I shouldn't call him father."

Narcissa looked at me and sighed, "Honey, he loves you as a daughter. He means well and he is scared for you."

"Then why do I feel like he despises me with just a look." I said as I got into the bed and covered myself.

Sighing again Narcissa spoke to me about how Lucius truly just wished that I was a real Malfoy. That I looked so much like her that I should be a Malfoy, it was that comment that got me thinking. "Mom? I only know of two male Black's that are your cousins please tell who is my real father and I promise to try and call Lucius father."

"You're right I could tell you which one is your father. But then I would be putting you in harm's way if I did tell you." she said as she joined me in my bed.

"I'll try to call him father again." I said as I turned over to face her and cuddle into her hoping that she could keep the nightmares away like Draco did. It didn't work I still had the nightmares of someone bursting into the room and hearing someone scream and seeing shadows on the wall. I feel Narcissa leave my bed as I try to continue to sleep.

"Draco, why are you here?" Narcissa whispers.

"She didn't come to my room like she said she would I was worried."

"Is she always moving like this?"

"Yes, but when I hold her she stops and just sleeps calmly. Why do you ask mother?"

"I was holding her but she continues and screams about shadows. Draco, you may stay with her tonight." She sighed, "You know that this can't continue."

"Mother, it can't be helped right now her dreams are about the night before she was brought to us. I may have been just a baby mother but you and father told me everything about what happened to her before you both made her nothing but a shell."

"Draco!"

"No mother, I will speak about this; you know what happened to her that night and it was your cousin's fault he should have never left her there."

"Tell me Draco where else could he have left her with? His..." She paused in which I assumed that she noticed that I was now calm. "Now is not the time to speak about this both of you need to sleep we are going shopping tomorrow so that you may get gifts for everyone that you want to buy for. Draco, she has to be friends with Harry Potter. Don't let anyone destroy that friendship for her."

"I won't mother. Good night." Draco said as I felt him join me in bed. As he wrapped his arm around me I turned to bury my face into his chest and let sleep take me. I didn't wake up until morning when Dobby popped into my room to wake both Draco and I. Draco was not too happy about being woken up and almost yelled at Dobby if it wasn't for me punching him in the gut.