Lost In Harry Potter

The Pull From The Book

Once at school and everyone sitting down in the Great Hall. Did I realize that Harry still did not appear to be at school. It wasn't until the following morning that I saw Harry and he informed me of what had happened to him at the train station. He also told me about what Dobby had done to him before he was locked up in his room. I knew that I should have told him about Dobby being my families' house elf but something was keeping me from telling him about it.

"That is just horrible Harry. So who is in charge of detention?"

"That it we didn't get detention."

"How can that be? Never mind I'm just glad your here." I said as I hugged him.

We walked together to the stairs and went our separate ways to our classes. When it came to lunch I went to my room and grab the dairy from my desk and just stared at it. I wanted to stay away from it as much as possible but its dark magic was pooling at my very soul. I didn't want to open it but I felt it calling too me. I knew what had to be done I knew that I could lose Harry's friendship or even die. But it was better me than Ginny Weasly right.

okay lets do this.

~Dear Diary

I saw writing disappear and then get replace with something else. Telling me who it was and how we would be great together. I wasn't sure how to reply to it. I knew where this road would take me. It asked for my name and with that I gave it only first name only. I didn't want to risk the chance that it knew everything about my history. But it knew me and called me Malfoy anyways he told me I was a unwanted burden on my aunt and uncle. That the power within me would be best at his side. As I replied to him I could feel him taking what he needed from me to bring himself into our world.

I had to go back to my classes but not before he told me what I needed to do tonight at dinner. He showed me what to say, how to get there and how I would not be in danger of coming to harm. I don't know if it was the diary or myself but I felt that I would do anything to not anger Tom Riddle. I went to class but stayed with Draco or Blaise and ignored Harry when he was around Ronald. Ginny would only talk to me when Hermione was with me in the library studying. Slowly I was staying away from everyone and I almost hurt Draco when he called Hermione that evil word when practice was over. It would be a few days when the dairy told me to go down into the chamber and let the Basilisk out to play. I was to make the floor wet and paint the words "THE CHAMBER OF SECRETS HAS BEEN OPENED. ENEMIES OF THE HEIR, BEWARE." and make sure that it was the cat that got attacked.

I was in Draco room and trying to keep some distance from the book when Draco came in telling what had happened and that Harry got blamed for it by Filch. I had spoken Parseltongue and had ordered it to do what it did. Harry will hate me in the end for this I just know he will. I'm doing the right thing by saving that Wesely girl. I just smiled sadly and told Draco that I was going to bed. I went to my room grabbed the book and wrote.

~Its done.

I was beginning to hate everything that was happy in the world and felt that I was being drained. The following morning I received a letter from Harry asking if I could meet with him before classes started just outside the Great Hall. I wanted to smile but I was afraid that Tom would sense my feelings for Harry and use it against him. I didn't want to ignore Harry so I waited for him just outside the hall.

With the look on his face I could tell this couldn't be good news. But I smiled hoping that Draco would interrupt us and I could avoid Harry for the year.

"So...are you okay. Hermione told me what you did to Draco after you guys had practice."

"I'm good just tried...I mean its all well. He is my brother after all."

"Beth, I heard something last night on my way to eat dinner. It was saying kill, kill, kill. I told Ron and Hermione about it but they tell me I shouldn't tell you about this but your my friends as much as they are."

"Oh Harry, I...I...I got to go. I'll see you in class."

I ran until I found the restroom with moaning Myrtle and I cried because I could not tell Harry what was wrong with and how hearing that I was a friend and not his best friend this year hurt just a little bit. Maybe he just didn't realize what he was saying just before summer break he called me his best friend.

"Why are you crying? Its because of boy is it not"

"Why do you care Myrtle?"

"I don't think I like you."

Sighing and wiping away tears I said, "Myrtle, I'm sorry for being rude. Yes, its because a boy, they can be so mean with their words sometimes."

"They are but sometimes they can be quiet sexy. When you become a Perfect you see just how much when you walk into the joint showers for them."

"What makes you think I'll be a Perfect in the future?"sighing as I thought about the future. "I may not even make it pass this year."

Myrtle just laughed and disappeared into one of the stalls. As I stood waiting for no reason at all but to escape decision I made to take place. I knew what Draco would do if he finds out that Harry is the reason that I was standing here in tears and not attending my classes. I knew that the Quidditch game was this weekend and that I had to make it to practice tonight. Even if I was only a back up for Draco, as least I didn't have to sit in the stands. I was able to stand on the field with Madam Hooch I didn't like it that I was being that I was a bit faster then Draco on getting the snitch. But hey it was the Captain that placed us this way and it was my father that paid for the brooms and Flint could not deny my father our places on the team. But unlike Draco I was not about to use the father card to play. I'll sit out and wait.