That girl named Ana

Chapter 2

I wake up. Tired and I have no energy. All this starving is dragging my life out of me, but Ana says that to get skinny you need to get through the pain first. Thats true, I know it is. I sit up and walk over to my dresser. I open it and breath heavy. Wow, that was hard. Suddenly my moms face is peeking in.

"Grace, time to wa- oh, you're awake!"

I quickly try to cover my nearly naked body but fail.

"Grace, you've gotten so skinny! Have you lost some weight? It looks great, just don't loose to much!"

She smiles and walks out like everything is fine. Not loose anymore? Gotten skinny? What is that crazy woman rambling about? I'm 47 kilo full of fat and depression, and I need to loose both of those things. I take a pair of nylon socks, knee socks to put over, a denim skater skirt and a pastel pink sweater. I need to look normal to fit in until I can start wearing shorts and crop tops when I get skinny. I put on my white converse and put my hair into a messy bun like all the other girls. I just wear some mascara and eyeliner, it won't make a difference anyway. As soon as I stand up after taking my bag, Ana comes in to the room. 

"Hey Gracy!"

She stops dead in her tracks and walks over to me. She throws my bag onto my bed and start to find a whole new outfit. It's a pair of denim shorts, a purple crop top and a tiny white cardigan.

"Today we're gonna see if anybody notices the progress, and if they humiliate you, just think its a good thing. It will teach you how fat you are and you'll want to loose more and get as skinny as me!"

Her smile shines brighter when she sees my fat body into the showign clothes.

"Go to school now! I can't wait to hear about it!"

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I walk into the classroom filled with people. I get over to Macy and Rachel who stands in the corner with Brat, Rachel's boyfriend number 7. Rachel is a blonde, curvy, big eyed whore. No offence, she's my friend but she is a whore. New boyfriend every week and cheats on them. But they don't seem to care anyway, they only want her giant tits. Macy is a short, black haired, goth girl. She loves poems about death and listen a lot to all those emo bands I don't know about. We're all really different, but we're the only ones who doesn't have any other friends, and thats why we ended up together. 

"Hey Rach, hey Mace"

They both look up, Rachel still getting sucked over her neck by Brat.

"Hey Gracy! What's up?"

Your boyfriends dick when he sees me.

"Uh... Nothing..."

I would never ever say that to Rachel, but Brats pants are quite tight when I come around.

Before we get to say anything else, my eyes darts to the people walking in to the room. 

It's Michelle, Angus, Maya and Zach.

Michelle and Maya are the to 'M's', queen B's, miss popular, you name it. Angus is just a filler but Zach is a whole other story. He has dark hair, hazel eyes and is a mulat. God what I could do to that boy. I've been having a crush on Zach since fifth grade where he trow a ball into my head. Romantic right? 

"What ya staring at?"

Michelle says in her overly irish accent. Michelle is a gorgeus, skinny, red haired girl who is known all over town. Her parents travels all the time so she has the best parties. She always wear those incredible tight tube tops which makes her boobs three sizes bigger, not to talk about her mini skirts that shows her ass. Not really the alf with a bowl of gold I wanna meet.

"Probably just Angus!"

Maya chuckles. Maya is from Arab, but always lived in England. She has the same eyes and hair as Zach, probably because their siblings. She's always seen in this hideous blue tight dress with five inch white heels running behind Michelle and her own brother. People say she dates Angus, but I know the truth. Maya and Mr. Arch, our P.E. teacher has an affair. That's why she's so fit.

"What about me?"

Angus looks up at the chuckling girls and then over at me. Angus is the least popular of the four of them. I don't understand why though, his gorgeus. Not like Zach but in his own way. He has green eyes and hazel brown hair a bit lighter than mine. He has a crush on me and have since eighth grade where I kinda took his hand during a panick attack. 

They all look at me, what shall I do?

"Hey Grace, you've lost weight or something?"

None other than Angus says.

"Uhm, y-yeah, I have.."

"Really? I must be blind, because I only see a blur of fat!"

Michelle says and Maya laughs. I look at Angus, not knowing why, maybe I wanted help? Never. He walks away and the class begin.

I can literally hear Ana's voice in my head saying:

"I was right, wasn't I?"

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