LA GIRL

3- CLOSE

Feel him getting closer to me keeping his eyes on my lips and then he looks me in the eyes. I broke our eye contact but he didn't seem to bother, he kept coming closer to my face. I could almost feel his lips on mine, I wanted to taste them I wanted him close to me but it didn't feel right.

I'm not that kind of girl that makes out with every guy like it doesn't even matter. It's okay to be that kind of girl but I'm not. I want to trust the person and it needs to feel right. I'm pretty patient with those stuff but guys I've been with usually doesn't wanna take it slow, I get them tho. But I don't like rush into things, I know it's just a kiss and that Shawn isn't just a random guy but still.

Our lips were so close and almost touched but right in that moment I looked up

Oh no, I see my ex Dylan walking towards me. Oh god I can't take this right now. I stand up quickly in panic, Shawn asks what's wrong but I can't get any words out so I just hurry to the bathroom. I slam the door and fall down not caring about how disgusting the bathroom floor was.

After I catch my breath I get up and try to walk straight but I feel so weak. The alcohol really got to me. 
I don't know what happen I just freaked out when I saw Dylan. I haven't seen him since we broke up and I thought I could do it, I thought I could look at him and not feel anything. I was wrong. I felt so much, mostly pain it was just everything at once and then Shawn trying to kiss me. Too much was happening.

I finally get out and see Shawn walking towards me. He looked worried.
"Are you Okay? I didn't mean to d..."
"No, I'm fine. I just felt sick" I reply before he could finish.
"Gab! Hey I didn't know you would come but I'm glad to see you!" Dylan says walking towards me and Shawn. He's looking a bit jealousy at Shawn.

Why is acting like nothing has happened? Dude, you broke my heart.

"Yeah, I came for Brian " I finally reply to Dylan with a bitch face trying to hide all the feelings behind it.
He smiles. He has a smile you can't resist. A hot "just fuck me already" smile.

Oh crap why am I even thinking of him that way, he's an asshole.

"Can I talk to you, alone" he says.
Shawn looks at me and notice that I'm uncomfortable talking to Dylan.

"I think Gabi needs to sit down" Shawn answers Dylan.

"Dude, I was talking to her not you so can you please leave us" Dylan sounds a bit mad.
Oh nah, this is not good.

I reaally don't want to talk to Dylan right now, like he is the last person I wanna talk to on this earth. A part of me wants him so bad but I know we'll never be the same.

"Dylan, not now please" I say.

"Quit it Ga, just follow me" he grabs my hand against my will but I'm too weak to pull myself from him.

"Dylan stop, leave me" I try to tell him but he didn't stop.

"Hey she said no, let her go" Shawn looks serious at Dylan.

"Don't you get it, this is non of your business"
Dylan pushes Shawn.

"What the fuck man" Shawn looks so mad now.
God, this is not happening!

I feel so dizzy I can't even stand up straight, I could fall down at any moment and black out but I try to stay together, I try to tell them to stop but it kept getting worse.

"Yeah, I told you to back off so back off" Dylan yells at him still holding me.

"You let her go now or you will regret this!" Shawn threatens him.
People started to notice what was going.

"Who are you anyway? Stay out of my way or I will make you move"  He walks up to Shawn.

"Stop just stop" I finally get some words out. I can't stay together I can't hold them. Tears starts falling down from my eyes.

"Please just stop" I cry out but they were so mad at each other.

"I guess you will have to make me move" Shawn replies to Dylan.

Dylan lets go of me and punches Shawn, fuck.
They grab each-other and start fighting. Shawn punches Dylan so hard he falls on the ground.
"STOP IT, JUST STOP" I yell at them. 
"This was supposed to be for Brian, it's his birthday. How could you Dylan?!"
"I'm... I just..."
I stop him there.
"What the fuck is wrong with you? Huh, you act like an idiot! Just leave please" I was crying so hard at this point, I look at him to make him understand that he hurted me.

I go outside to calm down and to get some air, it was messy at the bar. Dylan and Shawn apologized to Brian and then Dylan left. Shawn calmed down and sat with Brian to talk.

"Are you okay, Gabi?" My friend,  Emily who also was at the party asked.

I don't really have lots of friends in NY. Since I only work here, I don't get to meet new people besides the ones I work with. But Emily was my friend since high school. We were supposed to go together to the party but she got here with her boyfriend.

"I'm fine Em, it was just too much. I can't believe what a dickhead he was"

"Just forget about that asshole, I mean you totally have captured Shawn's eyes" she smirk at me.
I knew what she meant but that's not gonna work.

"Come one Em, he won't even remember this tomorrow, he had so many drinks I can't even count. Besides that, I need a break from guys. They are just trouble and I still have unfinished business with Dylan."

"You like trouble, don't say it like it's a bad thing and you will be over Dylan in now time"

I really hope so, I whisper to myself.

"Hey! I'm here for you, okay? You're not alone"

She hugs me and gets inside.
I breath and look around me, it's so quiet outside. It's around 3 am and it's a bit too quiet for NYC but the club was in a pretty quiet area.

"I'm sorry about what happened"
I hear a voice behind me, I turn around and I see Shawn walking towards me...

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