it's cold .....

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The darkness is consuming me its devouring me slowly I still feel cold I scream I know no one can hear me...heh....no one can hear you scream from  EMPTY dark space what am I screaming for anyway? light?why? light never did me any good it never really was ever good but there was something so beautiful about it it was the way it could be so cold but so hot at the same time I remeber I I fought so hard to keep the right going as it burned down my flesh like a melting candle just for someone to blow it out, it's gone no light no heat no cold no comfort no beauty no PAIN I guess trying to kill your demons comes with a price exsept one of my biggest demons is something I adore the most......light