I won't get to feel the feeling anymore
I won't get to feel your soft lips connecting with mine anymore
I won't get to hold you whenever I need someone to hold
I won't get to feel the happiness we once had
I won't get to experience the same happiness as before
I won't get to experience the same kind of love that we held
I won't get to feel the joy of waking up knowing that it would be another day talking to you
I won't be able to text you whenever I'm feeling down
I won't be able to have the same conversations
I won't get to hear your I love yous
nor read them over text
I won't be able to hate you
because loving you is the pain that keeps me awake at night
I won't be able to fall asleep anymore
Knowing any moment you could fall in love with someone else
It's going to be different now
I'm going to be different now
-m.b