i wish that the sky would just remain a solid color so you don't have to call it beautiful anymore. It irks my soul as the word that you once used to describe me drips down your mouth like a drooling puppy. i wish that the roses you picked out for her carried thorns so the prickles you would feel on your finger tips will leave bloody wounds that wouldn't heal for days, possibly weeks. I wish that you regretted the way you left me since you didn't dare to say goodbye nor gave me a sign when you decided to go. I wish that you could feel the pain that I felt because the pain that kept me awake for multiple days and nights was an unbearable feeling that I will never forget.
-m.b