I know I should have said these things a while ago but I honestly only came to these conclusions recently. I know I pushed you away alot at camp and I know I upset you and confused you but after all this time I realized something all those times I was upset about you and Sky it was because it was jealous. I care about you in much more then a friend way and I never really wanted to like you bc I knew there was a chance that it wouldn't work out and that it could ruin our friendship and I'm one of those people that want to freeze time and keep things the way they are because what if things change and we stop being friends? Where does that leave me? Alone? Wondering what I could have done better? I realized why I was like all this is because I love you... your so important to me Tony and I can't stand a world without you. I love the way we met honestly we have a funny past that me and you laugh about all the time and it makes me blush every single time. Your crazy and it's something I love about you, you have this outgoing personality that just makes people around you happy. Do you remember the day you OJTed at J Coy? That day while we were in ensemble I saw how you were always staring at me and it made me take a good look at you. After this time over the 3 weeks I went to camp and I got to know you I realized that I'm always going to need you in my life as a friend or in a relationship I don't know but all I know is that I need you and that I love you. I understand if you have moved on from me and you met someone but I need to tell you my feelings.
