The funny thing is he gives me these butterflies in my stomach still even after 2 months he still has that effect on me and my god I love him I don't think he realizes how much I really love him yes I fight him on stupid things but I don't know what I would do without him. Honestly I started a new school knowing Noone there and some how he found me and helped me through everything's there's still days where I get scared and cry but I know I have him to help me through tough times he's my rock. Yes I get jealous but that's because I'm scared other people will see him the way I see him and fall just as much in love with him as I do god his smile could make my day and if I let him he treats me like a princess. People ask what I see in him and I just smile they wouldn't understand what I see in him and maybe some days I don't either but all I know is every night when I lay down to sleep he's always the last thought on my mind. He's the reason for my smile and other days my tears and even after all the shit we've gone through I would choose him over and over again time after time because without him I'm incomplete. This boy my god he completes me and I pray that one day I'll marry him. But the thing is I think while I'm falling more and more in love with him he's slowly falling out of love with me....
