I'll Be~ Connor Franta~

I'll be....

What the hell is wrong with me? Last night I literally made out with my best friend. And he was acting like nothing happened. During the meet and greet, he literally acted so normal like he remembered nothing. But when he looked at me, it'd take forever to look away. It has been a long time since I had felt so...happy, really. And I felt that way when I kissed Connor. I needed to talk to someone.

I stood up from my bed. Pulling out my phone, I scroll through my contacts. There was one girl I knew I could trust.

To: Andrea

Can we talk?

From: Andrea

Sure.... meet me outside the hotel in five.

I smiled at her instant reply. Putting on my gray off the shoulder sweater, I slipped my phone in my back pocket of my dark Jean pants and tied my strings to my converse high tops. On my way out the door I got a text from Ricky.

From: Rickle Pickle

Don't forget...concert in fifteen.

To: Rickle Pickle

Alright, dad

Andrea and I had got a coffee from Starbucks and walked down the streets, talking. She was a few inches shorter than me but we looked sort of similar. We had the same hair color, though hers was shorter and we had the same clothing style, too.

"I did something weird last night." I start the conversation.

"If it was about Alexa-"

"No...Connor." I took a deep breath, turning around, she did the same. We stayed near the hotel, where the outdoor concert was. "We kissed last night and that's why Me and Alexa got into it. She took the whole thing the wrong way, I stopped anyway because I didn't know if he and Alexa had a thing or not."

"I've seen the way he looks at you. That's the way Kian looked at me before we started dating."

"But we're best friends and honestly...I don't wanna be anything else really. Not now at least. I mean, yeah my first kiss with him-"

"First Kiss?!" Andrea yelled out.

"Dude!" I put a hand over her mouth. "Yes my first! I'm 20 years old and just had my first kiss. And yes, I know that's weird. But-"

"But...you just got over a break-up. Shouldn't you have had it then?"

"It was for two months and I liked him...but I didn't like him. Do you get it?"

She nodded."Your first kiss is with someone you like. You like Connor. And I don't think that's weird. From everything you told me like when you were babbling on about his eyes and his hair!"

"Did not!" I laughed nudging her and she almost tripped. "And plus I think I mentioned something about his lips, as well." I mumbled.

"I think you should tell him... I mean before someone else comes along and-"

I opened mouth to say something, but was cut off by a voice in the distance. "Jc!! Andrea!"

We saw a figure running towards us. And it didn't take long for me to realise it was Connor. He had on a white Tee shirt with a black button up one over it. He left it unbuttoned and khaki pants and vans to pulling it together. I had to admit it. I loved it when he wore clothes like that.

He stopped in front of us,"Jc...can I talk to you?"

"Uhh..."I look over to Andrea and she was gone. I rolled my eyes, "Sure." I looked up at him, it was almost dark...but not yet. His eyes were shining and he couldn't look hotter right now. He even had his hair the way I liked it.