Should I go back to the times that were never really meant for me?
Every time I look back to the days that I thought you felt the same way, when really all of it was nothing.
The moments I spent laughing with you, feeling comfortable beside you.
Then just a few simple words or a misunderstanding can make both of us to forget those moments.
To see you walk past me in the hallway with no eye contact or even a glance.
If that someone who was never yours to begin with...
Why is it so hard to let go?
We were never together, we were only friends so...
Why is it so hard to let go?
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September 3~ when it all started🕘
I just started my 3rd year in highschool, and if you didn't know already, yes, I'm still trying to move on from the aching in my heart from someone who never did like me in THAT way. If you want to know what happened, then just keep on reading to find out.
It was two years ago, I was in my first year of high school and it actually wasn't a very good start. I didn't make much friends, I was always quiet...
But I did have one friend who was the only friend I actually needed and NO!
It is not the guy who I end up falling in love with. However it was my Best friend who was always there for me, Jhara. She is always there for me whenever I needed her. However, she is a little overprotective when it comes to being my best friend and I understand how she would feel cause I wouldn't give her up for the world.
Anyways at that time I didn't really know my way around the school but eventually I got there. Believe it or not it was actually the building right next to my home room! I walked in and saw the seating plan of where I had to sit which was actually quite close to the front.
I found out that I was actually sat next to someone who had a similar name to me his name is Angelo and mine was Angel, I mean all you have to do is take the "O" away from his name and it turns in to mine!
To make it even more confusing he was also asian, to be specific, Filipino and he was actually a friend of mine when we were kids, that I found out a couple months after.
We ended up talking and laughing about situation that happened. We talked about ourselves and I actually ended up finding out what it means to have proper friends. Yes now I have 2 friends!
We actually ended up sitting next to each other for like 8 months but not all 8 months was all laughter and talking about what our current situation is. Although the most popular topic we kept talking about is how we ended up sitting next to each other. His friends went up to me and told me that he liked me!
I didn't know if it was a joke or not but he never did tell me himself...
His friends ended up apologising but it was just too late. The next thing you know, 3 months had passed and we had to move classes. I never did end up in the same class as him again. Then before I knew it a year had passed and we don't even make eye contact anymore neither do we talk and yet another year would make it like we both are total strangers...
Then there is today, do you think that we will end up talking again?
Or will we go back to the same situation as the past?
Am I willing to hope and have my heart broken again by that same guy?
Or will I find love or a connection with another person?
Or will I finally let him go?
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