I Hate Him (One Direction Fanfiction)

Chapter Three

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I sat on the sidewalk outside of the hotel with my head in my hands. I was beyond pissed. I stared at my keys, which were on the other side of the street.

Why, you ask?

I threw them there. Stupid, I know.

But I was extremely pissed off and didn't have the energy to go and get them.

So, instead, I just sit here staring at them, hoping I'll suddenly develop some super power or get bit by a radioactive spider and be able to levitate them into my hands.

That ended up not being as effective as I had imagined.

I did encounter a spider, however, and after determining that it was not going to bite me and that it didn't look the least bit radioactive, I named him Steve, then screamed, suddenly remembering my extreme fear of spiders.

Let's just say Steve left my life almost as quickly as he came into it.

Why the heck have you parked your bum on the curb, Jessie?

Because, my dear un-radioactive friend, my car got towed.

Why, you ask?

You ask "why" a lot, don't you?

Curious bastards.

That question's gonna kill you. It killed the cat, and a cat has nine lives. That's practically a miracle in itself.

Anyways.

My car got towed because I stupidly forgot to park it.

Well, I didn't technically forget to park it.

I just forgot to park it in the parking lot.

Yes, it was that stupid and could have been so easily avoided, but no. I have to be a dumbass and leave my car on park smack in front of the bloody hotel, on the bloody fire lane and blocking the bloody valet.

I know. I'm an idiot.

"Jessie!" A voice shrilled.

I turned and groaned as Cara made her way toward me. I was still a little stung from earlier. I wanted to be alone. "Yes?" I spat, harsher than I meant to.

She looked slightly taken aback. "Why'd you leave?"

Why did I leave? Couldn't she feel the uncomfortable tension in the room? She was part of the reason why I left and here she was, completely oblivious to the reason.

"So I couldn't break anymore of you," I said simply yet sarcastically.

Her mouth shaped into a perfect "o". She crouched down next to me and stayed silent a few moments. "You know he was kidding, right?" She said, referring to Louis' statement from earlier.

"Right," I said sarcastically. "You don't have to spare my feelings, Cece." She visibly tensed as I referred to her by the nickname Perrie had given her. "I know when I'm not wanted, okay? It's cool. I intruded on you guys' little personal friend circle time and I paid for it. I'll stay out of your hair."

She guiltily avoided my gaze. "I'm sorry we made you feel that way, Jess--"

"Don't give me that charity case bull, alright?" I snapped. Where was all this anger coming from? I was usually so timid... "I know you want me to leave. I'm going. Don't waste your time pretending you want to stop me."

She shook her head. "I honestly want you to stay! I want to share this, all of it, with you. One Direction, Little Mix, touring with them, the whole package. You're my best friend, Jess. Without you by my side, all of this means nothing."

I was suddenly shocked with dizziness, which was strange because I was sitting down. My mouth tasted sour and my vision blurred. "I-I d-don't feel so g-good," I breathed out shakily.

I felt her cold hand on my forehead and her crystal blue eyes searched my face worriedly. "Are you okay? God, Jessie, you look so pale. Are you sick?"

"This is too much. Too much for me right now," I found myself saying while hyperventilating.

She pulled her hand away and grabbed me by the shoulders. "Jessie, calm down, what the hell is going on?"

"No!" I screamed, my body reacting to her touch by shaking violently. I pushed her away and stood up, the world around me a spinning blur. "No, no, no! This is too much!"

I looked at my keys and forced my feet to walk in a straight line towards them. "I have to go... I have to leave," I mumbled.

I heard Cara call my name but I ignored her. She was only going to make me go back in that room and feel those horrible feelings of nonacceptance.

I didn't want to feel that ever again.

All of a sudden, the breath was knocked out of me. A sharp pain stabbed at my ribs and I let a gasp escape my lips. I felt like I had no control over gravity, and I was being pushed forward through the air just seconds before the ground collided with my body.

The last thing I heard was someone calling out my name, and then I was consumed by darkness and a strange peaceful feeling I hadn't felt in a long time.

All was well.

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Stupid Wattpad won't let me read you guys' comments. :( I'll try to fix it... I wanna see what y'all have to saaaay ._.

Anywhoooo...

I'M SO SORRY I'M A HORRIBLE PERSON FOR ENDING IT WITH A CLIFFHANGER!!!

Please don't beat me with carrots...

*hides behind a pan*

I will update tomorrow hopefully... I wonder what happened to Jessie...

You will see >:) MWAHAHAA

Jessie: I better not have died. If I died, my ghost will come back and haunt you.

Me: *rolls eyes* I don't like your attitude. Remember who has your life in her hands.

Jessie: *scoffs* It's not like you'll kill me. I'm too important.

Me: Yeahhhh....

Liam: Who's the cocky one now?

Perrie: *smacks Liam*

Jessie: I'm starting to like this girl.

Liam: ZAYN!!! CONTROL YOUR PET!!!

Louis: Liam!! You're fixed!!

Me: ...

Kay I love you bye. <3

I hope you get summoned by a flamingo's mating dance.

~M <3