Till Dawn

Reasons

I don't know why I'm sad. I'm supposed to be happy because Ellen finally found someone special. I let out a sigh and just brainstormed all night thinking of a reason to be sad. I thought of a reason but it's not really true. At first I thought that I was in love with her but that's not the case. If I was in love then that would mean that this would be jealousy but I don't have that kind of feelings toward her. Well I need to ask someone with experience. While I was thinking of a person I suddenly realize that I had more than 1 best friend. I have 4 to be more specific so I tried to contact them. First was Germs but he told me that he was at Paris for a gig. Second I was going to call Ally but I forgot that she was on a family trip so I don't want to disturb her. Last was Jay so I had no choice but to call him but I realize that I don't have his number. I would've said WELP but I remembered that his apartment was close to the Candy shop so I just winged it and go house hunting. As soon I got to the shop I immediately saw the only apartment close to it, so I went in and asked the land lady about the room. It was room 301, third floor. I went up and knocked at the door 301. "Ohh Will, wazzup?" He said in a playful look and tone but before I could even respond "Oh no" he said it in a way that would make you think that he already knows the problem. "What do you mean "Oh no"?" I said in a very confused and curious way. " Dude, you're not the only one who comes to me for problems like that. So I know the problem just by looking at your face" he said in a surprisingly mature but playful way. "What? Well whatever, I just want help" I said in a desperate tone. "Well then come inside. It's chilly outside" he replied. So I explained to him that I felt sad for some unknown reason. "So do you think I'm Jealous?" I said in a sad tone. "Nope, not at all" as he say that I begin get more curious on his answer or answers. "Will, I have 3 theories or possible reasons about your current state. One would be the most cliché out of three which is realizing that you actually love her but sad foe not realizing it sooner. Knowing you this is the most weak and out of the three considering that you guys have been together for four years. So you realizing that now would mean that you had feelings from the day that she became your best friend considering the fact that she's the only girl that talked to you but the reason for this theory to be even weaker is that after 2 years of becoming best friends you still fell in love with her. Even though you got shot down you still didn't give up so that means that you were really in love but the reason this could be possible is because you're Dense" as he states that I begin to think that this guy has too much free time to analyze this much info. Everything he said feels like it was rehearsed a more than twice but everything that he just said was right. Even though I finally moved on since I already knew that I had no chance, it was still correct. "Wait, what do you mean I'm dense?" He continues to the 2nd theory without answering my question. "Alrighty, this one has a 50% chance of being right. The thing is you might not like Clive himself. Since you've been focusing too much on helping Ellen, you weren't able to read the person correctly. So you might be sad because you hate the person who's dating you best friend." Wow this guy..... It's like he's experienced so much things that he could just make theories all day so I asked "Dude, did you experience all this back when you were high school? Or is it from collage?" "Nope, I only had 1 girlfriend back then.... Well I guess ex but not ex GF but I don't want to talk about it" he replied in an odd and depressing way so I asked for the 3rd one. "This is the strongest among all the theories. You're sad because you already know that she won't be with you as much as you like well... anymore. You'll still be her best friend except you now have limited time to be with her. The focus of her time will be unbalance and lean more towards Clive than you. You will most likely get less attention. And being one of the smartest students of the school, you probably already felt it without realizing that it would happen." He said it in a straight forward way that would make you think about it. "WELP those are the 3 theories that I made 5 minutes ago" He said it in a Fun and silly way. It's weird that he could switch moods so quick that you can't even read his face or what he's thinking. Well I said "Thanks dude" and left the apartment. I was not expecting to get those answers from a guy who had just one romantic relationship. Well I need to get back home before sundown. I was in bed, thinking nonstop since I don't know which theory was the right one. I can't get this sadness off me if I don't even know the problem. So I thought about it and realized that I don't like Clive as much anymore. I don't know why but something tells me that I might hate him. Ohh wait someone was calling me... "Hello?".... "Hello it's me Germs" I was surprised. I can't believe that he called me. Before I could respond he suddenly said or more like ranted " Is it true that Ellen is now dating that BASTARD Clive" "Woooow take it easy Germs. Yeah they're now together" I said with an obvious shocked voice. " Well F***, Clive is a spoiled brat that broke too many hearts. Will, I need to go so make sure you protect Ellen from Clive. Anyways bye" he hanged up. What did he mean protect her. Well I need to sleep. Wait someone's calling me ..... Ohh it's Ellen "Hey Ellen what do you need?"...She replied with "HELP ME WILL!!"