"what?"
"yoongi im so sorry-"
"everyone's always fucking sorry. you dont know what it's like! you dont know what its like in my house! its a literal hellhole! i get insomnia everynight because im terrified of what my mother could do! what if she kills someone and puts the blame on me? or worse- what if she kills me?!"
"y-yoongi-",
"you dont understand. nobody fucking understands!"
"yoongi please, i didnt mean to-"
yoongi walked away from jimin.
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"mom, i dont know what to do.."
"why? what's wrong hun?"
"okay this is embarrassing, but a day ago, yoongi and i had.. intercourse. then yesterday i accidentally said that 'my life is a hellhole'. then he got mad at me and told me that my life wasnt a hellhole. he's so hurt mom. he kept yelling yesterday. he's in so much pain. i want to help but i dont know how! im really worried and i dont know what to do.."
mrs park was shocked, "y-you had sex with yoongi?"
"yes.. i did."
"did... did it hurt?"
"what does?"
"w-when you two did it.. did it hurt?", mrs. park held jimin's hand, worried.
"i didnt notice it..? but i was uncomfortable the next day so.."
jimin was confused. his mother was horrified.
mrs. park held jimin protectively, "oh jimin.. im so sorry.. oh no,"
what why?
why is she sorry?
"i wont let anyone hurt you again, okay?"
was jimin not supposed to enjoy the intercourse he had with yoongi?
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"jimin, right?"
jimin turned around to see hoseok.
"i overheard mrs. park talking in the phone yesterday saying.. you got raped?"
jimin furrows his eyebrows, "what?"
"well.. were you?"
"no i wasnt. why would she-"
wait
oh
oh
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eversince then, mrs. park never left jimin's side.
jimin is worried that yoongi is probably confused because he hasnt visited him yet in 3 days.
maybe... maybe he could sneak out.
"honey, ill go prepare dinner downstairs okay? ill be right back."
mrs. park then exits jimin's room.
jimin immediately went to the window to try and sneak out but was shocked when he saw yoongi outside, knocking on jimin's window.
jimin smiles as he opens the window. yoongi jumps in and immediately hugs jimin.
"jimin im so sorry i yelled at you before. i-i couldnt control myself. its fine if you dont want me anymore but i-"
"yoongi, yoongi listen," jimin cupped yoongi's cheeks, "we're okay, you're okay. okay?"
yoongi nods.
"also, im sorry i havent visited you in a while. I told my mom about the intercourse thing and she's been protective towards me eversince."
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existence ➳ yoonmin
Fanfiction"everybody's always fucking sorry" sometimes, not all things that you think are real are not real. and sometimes, the things that you think are not real are real.
