existence ➳ yoonmin

-seven

jimin talked to his mother about yoongi more often.

"his hair right now is dyed in a blond color- but it used to be pink a month ago. he has cat-like eyes and beautiful dark orbs. he's also somewhat pale but not really and that kinda bothers me."

mrs. park nods her head, looking uncomfortable. and jimin knows exactly why.

jimin sighs, "mom, why wont you believe me when i say yoongi is real...?"

"i-i'm sorry. i really wanted to. but you see, mr. hong looked like a professional-"

mr. hong, my first psychiatrist.

"yeah right. more excuses, mom."

"jimin, im not lying. please believe me.."

"oh? why will i believe when you cant even believe me. dont you think that's a little too cruel?"

mrs. park sobs, "j-jimin-"

"no."

and with that, jimin walked away from his miserable mother.

--

"no one understands."

"what happened?"

jimin closed the door behind him and sat down on the bed where yoongi was lying down.

"my mom doesnt believe me and she wants me to believe her reasons for not believing me."

"okay, thats unfair."

"exactly! I told her that it was cruel! my whole fucking family doesnt understand me. no one does!", jimin was a sobbing mess.

yoongi sat up and calmed jimin down.

"why do they keep telling me that youre not real even if i cant clearly feel your warm skin? why cant they-"

"just ignore them," yoongi hushed. "like i said, this isnt good for your mentality so just avoid them. shrug them off or something."

"its hard to shrug them off and avoid it when they always shove it in my brain all the time!"

yoongi was at loss of words. he couldnt do anything but hold jimin in his arms and tried to gently calm him down with the soothing touches.

--

"how are you, jimin?"

"not good."

"how are you and your mother? about the talking about yoongi thing?"

"she was uncomfortable last time."

"well, that is expected. i mean, it is a little weird if you hear your son talk about someone imaginary."

"correction, who she thinks is imaginary."

"jimin, he's not-"

"real, whatever," jimin rolled his eyes at mr. kim.

"jimin, im sorry but he's really not real."

"you cant convince me that hes not real. he's real and that's that. just leave me be."

mr. kim frowned as he watches jimin walk out of his office yet again.