Eight

5 0 0
                                    

Liz Pov

"And how long has it been since you last had suicidal thoughts?" Therapist Lana asks Lana is actually one of the few therapists I had that actually doesn't talk much and just listens, unlike all those other crappy ones

"Well it's been a week ill say". I lied,

I have thoughts of killing myself every night right before I fall asleep

But I need to pretend I'm getting better just to get the hell out of this place

"Okay I see a little progress, have you been doing what I told you to do when you are having these thoughts?" She asks

"Breath in and breath out yep". I lied again

"Good, well looks like I need to get to another patient at the moment so will meet next Thursday at one okay?" Lana says as I nod my head get up from the seat and walk out of her room

I start to make my way towards the centers library
I usually just sit and use the computer they have all the way in the back

I take a seat and start to go onto Facebook

Right when I log in there's a post on my timeline about a party my friend Monica is having tonight

Monica is a real party girl that's practically what's she's known for back home and all around school

And we'll now all I'm known for around school and back home is the anorexic suicidal girl that's in a center to get help

I'm thinking of going to Monica's party tonight

Yes bad idea but it'll be one hell of night...

I log out of my Facebook and walk out of the library

"Liz there you are". Raven says as she walks towards me

"We have to plan what we're doing tonight".

"I know exactly what we're doing tonight". I say as we both are walking towards the cafeteria

We see Jase, Tyler and Kristina all sitting by the window

"Sup". I say to them while I take a seat

"Sup with you two". Tyler says

"So what's the plan for tonight?" Jase asks

"Well this girl has a plan". Raven says causing all eyes on me

"We're going to a party". I say

"A party sounds cool". Kristina says

"What party are you talking about exactly". Tyler asks

"My friend from back home, her names Monica she's having this huge party at her house tonight". I tell them

"Wait but Liz you haven't been back home in a while are you sure you want to deal with all the you know- I cut Jase off

"Whispers and stares? No big deal I've handled it then I could handle it for a night". I say

I'll admit back then I couldn't handle it, I'd get into fights with other chicks and come home to an empty household

Loneliness that's all I've felt back then

"Well whatever you say". Jase says

"So I guess you're driving tonight?" Tyler asks me

I just nodded my head yes

"So it's a plan then". Kristina says

I really hope Monica's still the friend I used to have...

______________

Short chapter I know - cici

You've reached the end of published parts.

⏰ Last updated: Nov 26, 2016 ⏰

Add this story to your Library to get notified about new parts!

•Rehab center misfits•Where stories live. Discover now