"Joe, Josh, Conor & i going to the club tomorrow, do you want to join us?" Caspar asked as he open the fridge to take out a drink.
Clubs? They aren't really my thing. I'm not into clubs and parties like Jack is, but hey.. I gotta move on. I gotta meet new people... right?
"Yeah sure of course I'll come" I said happily. The thought of moving on from Jack kind of sucks if I'm being honest. But then again, I am hopelessly in love with a boy that has bright, blue eyes, hair that falls in all the right places. His body, his beautiful, beautiful body. His hands, his arms, everything. His smile, they way they shine so bright for him. I am immensely in love with a boy I can never have. I am tragically in love with a boy who only sees me as a best friend.
"No you're not" Jack said from behind in a "duh" tone.
"Yes I am."
"No you're not. Why the fuck would you be going to the club for?" Is Jack getting angry?
"You said i should meet new people so I'm trying to! Why are you stopping me?"
"Yeah you can and you should meet new people but not people from clubs!" His face turned bright red, filled with anger.
"Why the hell are you getting so upset for? I'm just going out, you're overreacting!" I protested as I crossed my arms.
"Bella it's not safe" I can tell he was trying to calm down but I know he was still fuming mad.
"I'm with the guys! I'm going to be with Joe, Caspar & Josh! It is safe!" I said, hoping to calm him down.
"Jack you've got to calm down mate. You're scaring Bella." Joe said as he stood beside me with his arm around my shoulder, trying to calm me down too.
"ITS NOT SAFE! AS LONG AS IM NOT THERE, ITS NOT SAFE! DONT YOU GET IT?" Jack shouted at me. Jack has never shouted at me.
& suddenly, the boy that could calm me by just looking at me in the eye, has become the boy I'm terrified of.
I kept quiet as my heart started to feel heavy. My palms that were once dry, has now turned sweaty. My knees felt weak, like I could collapsed any moment and I was trembling in fear. I always knew Jack had his days where he would have a really bad temper and the smallest of things would piss him off & that was a part of him that he hated but I have always accepted it.
"I uh... I gotta.. i gotta go" I said. I blinked all my tears away and kept my shaking heart inside of me.
"I'll take you home"
"It's okay. I can get home myself just fine." With that, I turned around and headed for the door.
I quickly put my shoes on as fast as I could. I needed to get away from Jack. I needed to be away. I needed to be alone.
Jack's POV
"Bella!" I shouted as I tried to catch up with her. I'm such an idiot. I forgot I drove her here and she didn't have a car.
"What do you want Jack?" She asked but she didn't turn to look at me, she continued walking.
"I'm sorry" I said as I pulled her closer to me by her wrist, trying to get her to stop walking away from me.
"You're sorry?"
"I didn't mean to sound so harsh.. I just.. i just didn't want anything to happen to you." I said as I looked towards the ground. I was way too embarrassed and ashamed of myself.
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"Its okay" she whispered as she touched my cheek. I could see all the dry tear stains on her cheek.
"It's okay Jack." She whispered again but this time, i pulled her into a hug.
It felt like ages since I've done that even though I know it hasn't been that long. Everything just always felt so right with Bella and I don't know why.
"Can i walk you home?" I asked as I still had my hands around her. Maybe this is wrong. Maybe this isn't right. But I don't want to let go.
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