Complaining About Life

Pain

How do express your in pain when all your self centered friends will do is try to tell you how they're also in pain and it makes you feel like you don't really matter?

When in reality if anyone really knew everything that was going on they would feel bad for complaining so much

I'm not saying they can't complain
Everyone has a right to complain of course

But don't try to make your life try to sound worse than mine
It's not a competition

Like who's life sucks more the game show' or something

Usually if I complain about something then it's serious cause I try not to say anything until it's just unbearable

Wether it be physical or mental pain

For instance my back currently feels like the bones and trying to kills each other but will I tell anyone? No

Because my parents not have the money to do much and they don't need the stress
My friends would just tell me how they had their tragic back accident that sounds way worse than it actually was and I'll just stay over here barely able to walk

Same mentality
I used to try to tell people about my brain and what was wrong and why I was acting weird and things like that but they'd just come back with how much worse it could be
(and that usually includes an unrealistic story about something that 'happened to them')

So I'm gonna complain to people that i don't know instead of people I do because I need to put this somewhere and idk where else
Oh well