Ugh

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Guess who's self conscious again?

Ugh

All week I've been eating more than usual so now I just feel fat and hate myself for eating and my body for being ugly

Which means I'll most likely eat less without realizing it just cause that's how my brain works

All my friends always tell me
'Oh ur so skinny you can't complain'

I know I'm not fat
I'm not gonna be one of those people that tells everyone their fat when they know they aren't

But here's my point
If I could my response to what they say ^ would be
'Why do u think I'm not fat?'

Why? Because if I notice even the slightest size difference I get self conscious and do anything to fix it

That's just how my brain works

And since Halloween was this week of course I fell bad about myself so here we go again

I know no one read this and that's ok
But to that one person that read this for some reason

Thx for reading this whole chapter for some odd reason I'll never understand

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