What's One More?

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We are having a welcome home party for Chelsea! Everyone that is close to Tom and I are coming. Including my best friend Ella! She has a new baby boy called Noah as well that is the same age as Chels - seriously they are born on the same day but Noah is 2 hours older than her. I can tell they will be best friends and VERY close! Everyone arrived right on time and everyone had fun. I had to feed her by 4pm and put her to bed around 5:15pm because she needs her sleep. She's gonna be just like me and tall like Tom. Speaking of Tom he said he had to go to a bar to meet up with an old friend. 

The next day I found out Tom had sex with another woman!! I am so angry at him and don't know if I can do this anymore. I know this isn't the first time its happened and I am going to have a long chat with him about our future... He is a dick for doing it with a girl we both know. Her name is Ellie. She is a slut and has sex with men then marries them and does it every day to rub it in with the man's wife. Who does that? I just gave birth to his 2nd child. 

5 months later..

I am deciding on getting our first puppy!!! We are getting it today. We are so excited because it's our first pet as a 4 person family, Minus Tom. We are going to Helensburgh to get it. We are getting a boy and we are gonna name him Oli, he's a teacup pug.. Also because we are buying this pug from my close friend Ben, I've known him since I was 3 years old. Just quietly I am pretending to catch up with him tonight at dinner while the rest of my kids are at home with the new dog but I am going to his place because he asked me to come over!!! He is way taller and muscular than Tom. I know this is the wrong thing to do but I haven't had a man inside me for 5 months because the doctor said we have to have a break with sex and since Tom and I are having space at the moment. Ella is minding Will and Chelsea for the night so here's my chance... We got to Helensburgh and there he was in a muscle tee, standing very tall and a little smile appeared because he knew what was gonna happen tonight and I did too. I picked up Oli and immediately fell in love with him. When we left I quietly told Ben that I would get to his house around 8pm. Because I have to drop the kids to Ella's house at 7:45pm. 

As I get ready for the night, I get my lingerie playboy bodysuit and put it on underneath my clothes... This is my night to get back at Tom for what he did. I will send him a nice iMessage after tonight to explain what I am going to be doing for the rest of my life. I park out the front of Ben's house, his parents aren't home so no one will be interrupting us. As I walk into his house, petals lie on the floor waiting for me to walk over, candles spark with a sexy smell. I see Ben waiting in the bedroom for me. I'm flustered, Tom would never do anything like this. I'm so excited. As soon as I stepped onto the soft carpet, he pulled me towards his body, locking our lips. While taking our clothes off, he said "I can't wait for this once again, it's been so long. You look like a sex queen in that outfit!!". A couple minutes later his hands smoothly run down my back towards my bum, squeezing my thighs. He picked me up and layed me on his dining table. Crawling down to my crotch. Taking my body suit off and getting naked. I lay on the bed while he crawls up on top of me. As he enters inside me I forget one thing, "What about a condom?!", I say "We don't need one, your beautiful kids can have another brother or sister but with me. Isn't that what you want? Another baby?" He said. "Yes!". I say with excitement. Constant shaking of the table, moaning and heavy breathing. We continued this for half an hour then I was so worn out, I fell asleep on his chest.

As soon as I wake up I hurt all over, bruises in and on my crotch, hickey's everywhere and I mean everywhere, I better not return home until they all go away. I think to myself, Tom never gives me love hickey's and the guy I've known since I was 3 years old gives them to me. It's a sign of love, sucking your skin like a lollypop. He woke up and said, "Wow! I must've gone all out last night! Wow are those bruises on your crotch from me? I must've gone hard core last night". "Yep!! and I love them because that means that we really do love eachother like a couple." I said. I was shocked to hear what he said next, "I've been thinking since you and Tom and kinda off right now and you guys will probably get divorced. Will you be my girlfriend and we can get married in January since you got divored with Tom??" "OMG Ben, yes yes I will, I love you lots!" I say. "I want to be the father of all of OUR babies and be the step-dad of William and Chels!!" He said. "Yes and yes".

4 weeks later and I felt the urge to vomit, I knew the situation because I've been through it twice. I ran to the toilet and vomited. Ben came in to hold my hair back and ask what's wrong. I said, "I might be pregnant!'. "And it's mine?" He said with excitement. "Yes!!" I said. "Wow that happened fast!" Ben said. I can't wait to tell Will and little Chelsea that they will have a new baby brother or sister.

Now I have to text Tom,

Hi It's Mia

I found out that you slept with another woman a few days ago. I want to let you know that I did the same thing last night with another man and I'm pregnant, and it's Ben's baby! I hope this makes you feel jealous. He is nothing like the man you'll ever be. See, this is what happens when you fuck things up. Have fun being with Ellie dickhead. I want a divorce. Never talk to me or my kids again. I want a divorce.

It's all over now, 7 years of marriage over. I love Ben the way I would never love Tom. I need to head to the ultrasound and of course Ben is coming with me to see our first child together.

Later that afternoon, we went to the Ultrasound appointment. Now the wait....