What's One More?

Lucky Star

My baby is due in late April!!

This is what I've wanted from the very start. Eight months later suddenly I got a call from the hospital. I answered and the woman said "that there has been an accident and my mum and dad has died in a car accident. The car flipped down a really steep hill." I suddenly started screaming and crying because my mum and dad are gone. I drove off in my car because I was so angry. Because I live in sydney, I drove all the way down to Wollongong to let some steam off. William was at pre-school and Tom was at work. Now I've lost both my parents. What am I gonna fucking do?! I don't know if I can do this anymore .. I hate my life right now. Lucky I will have my beautiful sister.. Emily is so supportive for a 17 year old. I called her and she was so shaken up about it I had to pick her up from school early to discuss everything in the future and present.. we have both come to an agreement that Emily is going to stay with Tom and I just until we figure something out. I think it's a great idea so that when Tom and I go out for dinner, we have a babysitter for Will, his aunty!! Emily loves will and I'm sure she will love the new baby as well!! The only person I could contact is Tom. I sent him a message saying

** Hey, would you mind picking Will up. Something has happened and I have to be alone right now.**

He immediately read my text and called me. "What's wrong? He asked, My mum and dad have been in a car accident and died instantly. They didn't even get to meet their second grand child, oh yeah and I just left from home and I have brought Charlie back and all her stuff, she's gonna stay with us for a while, in the meantime while we figure stuff out." I said. "That's fine honey! Let me know when you are on your way home". Tom says. I ended coming home at 10pm at night. I was just driving around listening to music to try and clear my mind. Then I realised my family needed me.

When I got home, as I walked up to the door, I heard Will screaming. I rushed in and he has injured himself!! I couldn't believe it, he had fell from his cot to the floor and landed on his elbow. Tom and I rushed him to the hospital and we got an x-ray. He fractured his arm. I started tearing up because he was in so much pain. I am due any day now so I must go home now and pack for the hospital. We do not know the gender so it's gonna be a surprise for the both of us. I said we should go now, because I felt a little ill and had to go to sleep, and William is up WAY past his bedtime. We arrive back to our 3 story home and I collapse. I hit my head on the concrete driveway and passed out. Tom had to wake up Charlie and tell her to wake up and take care of Will because we are going to the hospital. Then he took me to the hospital. It turns out my baby had turned around so it was breech and it would be a lot harder to push. So my doctor, Mr S. Antonio decided to break my water and have my baby. I had a c-section - which is a caesarian. Tom had to go out of the room because I had to have my stomach cut open and have the baby cut out of me. Once my doctor fixed me all up. Tom could come back in..

**We had a beautiful girl**

I asked Tom if he wanted to cut the umbilical cord. And so he did. And here we are, Tom holding our girl and me tearing up. The baby and Will are different because I had a natural birth with him and a C-Section with the new baby. Doctor S. Antonio later told me if I had a natural birth with the baby then the chances would've increased of losing my baby, and me. I'm glad I did what I did.

Tom and I still couldn't figure out a name for her yet. We spent hours discussing it and we have decided to name her, ** Chelsea Mia Mary Wilson**. Her two middle names are after me and her grandmother (my mum). As I go to pick up her, her dark blue eyes stare at me with her big smile. God I love my children.

5 Months later and Will is off to his first day of school. Where did the time go? he loves to cuddle his sister and give her big kisses. It's so cute he calls her Chel . He's the best brother in the world, and she is the luckiest sister in the world.