About You

loneranger

Blurry vision after all of this,
Setting a negative vibes around it ownself to make it worse and more,
Sending black future to ownself and didnt let any light get in,
Stayed in a corner alone without let any door open ,
Let the room she stayed was in the dark,
She afraid to see the lights keep on focusing to her. She hates it.
Just a bit holes somewhere to let air get in,

She maybe didnt realise the existence of the holes because too busy controlling other main things and she didnt know also that the smallest hole could did such a big impact to her,
Hole is also like a human,
After so long, feeling bored no one around it and so if the hole can survive out from it own place those holes would be such a never give up person to achieve something,

Back to the topic,
There's a girl who love being alone in a room and didnt want any spoiler things block her in what she did all of this time,
She just being too stubborn.

She proposely didnt want any ppl to see her in what she are,
She's being too kind to care about what ppl will said,
She being too worried if someone see her in the condition of she didnt like it at all,

Yeah because of that she really didnt wanna let any doors open,
If she having any hard situation she didnt wanna let ppl know,
She didnt wanna ppl to see her in suffering phase,
She obviously wanna do it all alone,
Never wanna ppl to involve in her way of life,
She just wanna run away, far away from all of the ppl outside there,
She keep on worried all the time if someone observed her and noticed her,
She really meant it,
Too scared to face the truth,
Too scared to face crowded ppl because they will judge her,
Actually she's not really hate letting ppl judge her but she didnt want her rotten soul become worse,
She wanna stop to hate everything and because of that she wanna be alone sometimes,