It was all a lie (Taylor swift fan fiction) [DISCONTINUED]

Chapter 20

Chapter 20

Taylor’s P.O.V

“Wait Chloe!” I yelled as I started chasing her through the halls of the arena. My stage manager stopped me.

“Taylor you’re on in 10 we need you to go get in place” he said as he lead me the opposite direction. Soon enough I was onstage singing the opening of State of grace. Physically I was there but my mind was somewhere else. I couldn’t stop thinking about what happened.

“I know you don’t really care about me no one does”

That one sentence was echoing through my mind. What does she mean? Of course I care about her. Mum cares about her. Dad cares about her. Austin cares about her. A lot of people care about her. Why doesn’t she see that?  

It was time for my speech before I sang mean. I gave it with Chloe in the back of my mind.

“When I was little I thought meanness was just something people grow out of, but it turns out that no matter who you are or where you live or how old you are there’s always gonna be someone that picks on you or makes you feel small or makes you feel like you’re weird because you’re different or makes you feel like you don’t deserve what you want. Something I learned a few years ago was that it’s not our job to try and make people like us if they don’t want to and when you learn that and embrace it life gets a little bit easier. Cause it’s never easy when someone has it out for you. I think if you could approach it like this, any time someone makes you feel insignificant, or small or stupid or weird or ugly or not good enough in any way shape or form if you could take that feeling, recognise it and make sure that you never intentionally make another human being feel the way that that person has just made you feel. I think the world would be a lot better place if we all did that. And a few years ago when I realised that meanness isn’t something people outgrow I did the same thing that I’ve been doing since I was a little kid, and I got my guitar and ran to my room and closed the door and wrote a song about it”

I sang mean and really got into it. As I was singing I looked at all the faces in the audience. You could really tell who was singing it to someone that they had in their lives that was maybe not so nice. It was amazing to see.

After our final bows I went off to get dressed for Club Red. As I was meeting all the fans I glance around to see Mum, without Chloe. But she always comes with Mum? I can’t help but worry, I haven’t seen her since she ran from me in the dressing room.  I blew a kiss to the fans I had met and left Club Red with mum beside me.

“Mum have you seen Chloe?”

“No not since I left her in the dressing room, Why? Is something wrong?”

“She ran away from me after something that happened just before the show and I’m worried.”

“She won’t be far Taylor, it’s okay.”

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Here's the next chapter. Early as promised. The mean speech in this chapter in actually the one from my concert. Word for word what Taylor said. I'm not that good at writing.

I'm going to start writing Trouble, I'm going to write about 5 or more chapters before I post it. By the way I don't know how good its going to be. I'm 13 with no relationship experience. I will be going purely off observation and things I've seen and heard. 

Also I want your say in what happens next in the story. I have 2 outcomes planned and thought you could decide. One has more drama and things and the other includes Chloe forgiving Taylor and them having more sisterly moments.

So comment Drama is you want that one or Forgive if you want that one.

The majority will rule and that will be what I write.

Also if you have any other suggestions I'm completely open to them.

Love you guys

Stay Fearless xx