Life After Me (On hold)

·Chapter 3· One Night

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The time period between the kiss and my destiny was severed. Cut at the guilty seams. All of my dreams and hopes crashed in just a matter of minutes. This is how I got trapped, gone... missing of existence.

Lips... Ashton.. Love... Death

I still felt the tingles on my lips as we departed. The absence of his kisses made mine ache for more.

"Please..." I begged him. My eyes still closed. I was afraid if I opened them all of this would disappear. The feelings, the touch, and the sense of his intoxicating smell.

"Wanna go upstairs, then?" He asked while grazing his lips softly with his thumb.

I didn't even need to say 'yes'. My body knew the answer. My head nodded as he took my hand and lead me through the crowd of people. I was excited... I was ready... I wanted to give up my body and my soul. I wanted to just let go of all my cares. All of me with be rested and all of it will end up in his hands. I would chose no other person to give myself up to. Ashton was the only one who could touch me and make me feel like this.

"Ashton..." I breathed out his name instead of conteleplating my thoughts of us because now it was realility.

"In here darling," He said. His voice soothed my ears and sent sparks through my body. I opened my eyes to join him in his sight. A bedroom was opened in front of us. I grinned as the pink blush showed my shyness in my cheeks.

"You want to?" He spoke comforting me as he kissed my forehead.

"I can't imagine doing this with anyone else," I replied stilling keeping my nervous expression away from his eyes.

Next thing I knew he wrapped his arms around my thighs and started to lift me up. I flashed my eyes straight at his, giving away my feelings.

"Don't worry I won't let you fall," He smiled and spun me into his arms. He guided us into the empty bedroom, shutting the wooden door behind us. I never knew that, that door was my last sight I would ever see. I never new... I was the target.

He gently laid me down on the plush bed spread. Loud music was just a blurr in my ears. All my attention was fixated on my man. He kneeled on the bed between my legs. His eyes froze on mine as he threw off his shirt. His body was strong. You could tell he worked out. I just wanted to feel his heat over me and melt underneath. I wanted to be held close by this beautiful man. His hand slid up my legs making the feelings more tempted. His fingers grazed underneath my dress onto my butt. He came forward, so now his face touched mine. His kisses sent more sensation to my body. It felt like I would crumble under his presence. His tongue made its way into my mouth, parting it open. Our tongues matched rhythm as his hand kept squeezing my butt. We kept on kissing as his hands positioned themselves onto my breast. This was getting intense and I liked it. I wasn't ashamed of what we were doing. I wanted to be his. I liked the way he made me feel. The way he made me forget every little bad thing around me.

"Ready?" He asked breathing heavy, breaking our kissing. 

I bit my lip," Yes..."

His hands came out from underneath me and grazed against my back. Next thing I feel is his fingers letting go as my dress unsnaps. All of me was exposed under this dress and I wasn't afraid. I decided to remove my dress making my whole body visible to Ashton. His eyes were shocked, but settled down as he smirked.

"Your-Your beautiful..." He whispered causing me to blush again.

"I can't take it anymore... I have to have you," I admitted and from those words on he knew what I wanted. To be his...

He started to unbutton his pants, showing a little bit of his boxers. This nerve wrecking was causing me to shake. I couldn't wait any longer. The his boxers were off showing me his body now. I saw all of him like he saw me. We were going to become one. His erection was getting closer to my vagina. My heart pounding I waited for him to make his move. He slipped in while going through my virginity. My eyes shut tightly as only a little pain shocked through my body.

"Sorry... Should I stop?" He asked. I shook my head 'No'.

He continued to go in. I felt everything separate as we officially became one. My feelings crumbled under all the pleasure that came to me as he was fully in me. This was amazing. I opened my eyes to see his face. I wanted to keep my sight on him, so he couldn't float away. I wanted to make sure that this wasn't my imagination. Ashton breathed in deeply as he came back to my face. He started to kiss my again as he thrusted in my fragile body. With the kissing and this my heart felt like it would explode. It was so exelerating. I opened my arms and wrapped them around his neck as I held on for support. My back arched up as the pleasure exploded in me. His hands clasped onto my back while he steadied himself. All I could here was his heavy breathing and my moans as the pressure got faster in rhythm.

"Claire..." He groaned my name.