rants || b.h.

happiness, trust, friends? |11.27.16|

guy i'm a generally happy person but sometimes i'm not as happy as i wish i could be. 

but i don't think people know that.

i don't really know why not happy..

i honestly don't really like people because i have no one that i can just tell everything to. like i have no one (with me here) that i can 100% trust. and i kinda want that...

tbh there is one person who i think hold a lot of my trust.. not all of it but a lot of it (you know who you are because i know you're reading this) but like... idk & i wish she could be here with me.. but she not :(

and i really want friends like actual friends that i actually like.. (i think i actually only like 2 of the like 15 friends that i have)

i want real friends. trustworthy friends. loving friends. guy friends, girl friends, whatever-you-want-to-be-called friends 😂

idk really know what he point of this chapter was but yeah..

i'm not happy but that's ok :) maybe i will be soon.. or maybe not.